She hated the face that her eyes met with in the bathroom mirror. She hated the look of her tear-stained face and her bloodshot eyes. Because it only reminded her of how much she was hurting, even thought she refused to admit it to herself. Or anyone else, for that fact.
She washed her face and walked to the corner to pick up the purse that had been thrown there, and attempted to fix her makeup. But as soon as she opened to door to the living room, her eyes met a worse sight. One that made her want to turn and run right back into the bathroom to cry to herself again.
Jerry and his girlfriend were sitting on the couch, kissing, and it made her sick. Jerry only looked up at the sound of the bathroom door being shut. But that was the only acknowledgment he gave to his friend. He didn't even realize that she was teeming with rage. And he definitely didn't realize that she had been in the bathroom for well over twenty minutes.
'And even if he did notice,' she thought to herself, 'he wouldn't care.'
She crossed the room with long strides and yanked her coat off the hook. She didn't bother to say goodbye. Why should she? He didn't care what she did.
Once she was back at her own apartment, she called Jerry to cancel their dinner plans. The only excuse she would give was that she had other things to do.
'I wish.'
She didn't waste her time wondering why she felt like this. She was used to it by now. They were the same feelings that came up every time he got a new girlfriend. She tried to push them to the back of her mind, but it didn't work. It never did.
She didn't like feeling like this at all. And she certainly didn't like disregarding these feelings, either. But she had to. Because she knew that if she didn't, she would probably do something stupid. Even though it was killing her to hurt this bad and say
nothing about it.
Short, I know.
Ok, I know it's a little OOC. Alright, a LOT OOC. But seriously? I don't care.
I'm in desperate need of an actual title. Like, really.
So, help. Please?
Rating may change later
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So . . .
Yeah.