My heart want`s you
June 22nd 2009
Ana pov: yesterday was my graduation day and my mom dad and brother Brian all came to celebrate with me it`s been a while since my whole family has been together since mom and dad divorced about 4 years ago we rarely get them together I decided to stay with my mom well my dad and brother moved to Seattle. I got accepted into WSU my mom and dad don't know yet but I am moving to Seattle to live with my brother he`s 3 years older Than I am and we are as close as two siblings can be he takes care of me and I take care of him he`s my best friend he recently started his own business and he`s a self-made millionaire I'm so proud of him and this summer I am going to internship at his company he owns a publishing company. His best friend Christian grey apparently he has his own business to he's into mergers and acquisitions. Brian and Christian met at college and they both went into businesses and There very different but me and Brian are literature nerds so he went after publishing companies that were failing turned them around and make a crazy profit off of them so what they do is similar but also different I think that's why they get along so well I have not seen Christian in a little over 3 years since they graduated Harvard he was so hot but he looked at me like I was his sister Mia probably didn't help I wasn't all that good looking at 15 I didn't grow into my body Till I was 16 and at the time I was dating Derek which brings us back to now I broke up with derek after being together for 3 years because I felt like we weren't going anywhere I didn't love him and I felt like if I'm going to be with someone then I should at least love him I feel like he was more my safety net then my boyfriend and sides I`m leaving for Seattle and I don't want to be tied down at 18 seems kind of crazy but I always told myself when the right guy comes along I will know I think that's why I have never had sex at least not actual sex me and Derek did your typical bullshit sex hand jobs fingering oral nothing satisfying.
had to leave it here cause If I didn't id never stop and I need to pick it up with Ana in Seattle