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"Bella You don't think I did the wrong thing do you?" Alice asks nervously for the hundredth time.
"Alice I told you, if your happy with him then that's what matters," I answer again.
"Are you sure?"
"Alice are you sure?"
"I think so,"
"Well there you go then, if you and Edward are going back out again and your sure he's not going to do anything stupid again then sure," I say convincingly, she smiles at me then gives me a massive hug before running of to see Edward by his locker. I couldn't say it to her that hes a complete dick and she should forget him, she's so sensitive witch means she cry's at everything that's shit in her life. Of course the main reason for all her crying is her boyfriend Edward. He's popular, good looking and a total prick. He takes advantage of Alice he treats her like she a peace of shit. He would rather fuck a skank than think about her feelings just because he's a bit horny. But she still runs back to him, she cant let go. Witch mean I'm the one that picks up the pieces I'm the one that pats her back and holders her as she cry's but this time I have to tell her I wont do it again even know she's my sister its shame on her because she knows what he's like she's always know what he's like. I slam my locker shut and wait like I usually do for Jasper to come around and meet me. Besides from Alice Jasper is my best mate we're best mates for the same reasons, we hate the fact that Edward treats Alice like shit. Jasper is Edward older brother not by much though, Esme their mum became pregnant after having Jasper just three months before, but that's a different story.
"There going out again aren't they?" Jaspers face feel he really likes Alice he always has, but he's been placed in the Friends zone and will always be there with Alice while Edwards in the picture.
"Sorry Jasper," I sigh bringing him into an embrace. If only Alice knew his love.
"Thanks," He mumbles. I give him one of my "I'm sorry for my sister being so blind" smiles and hug him tightly, sometimes I wish I had a brother instead of a sister, at least then there wouldn't be so much emotion every time Edward breaks up with Alice. Me and Jasper go our separate ways as we always do. I slowly walk down the hallway in no rush to get to English, I know the fucking language so why do I have to learn it? is what I always mumble to myself. I enter the room successfully, five minuets late.
"Miss Swan-"
"Yeah ,yeah, yeah I'm late sorry sir wont happen again," I cut Mr Black off before we can have our usual debate about me being always late.
"You said that the last time Bella," He reminds me sternly.
" But that was last time sir, you really should stop living in the past," I mumble back. Mr Black was never good with comebacks so as the class snigger and laugh at him I sigh and sit down at my seat by the window, watching sir go a little red, role his eyes to himself and then get on with his lesson. Mr Black gives us an spelling test with lots of long words that he think will be complicated for us he wanted us to revise, Sir still seems to think we're seven.
"Sir can I just say we're not seven years old any more," I was in no mood to be doing a stupid jacked up spelling test for fucks sake.
"Would seven year olds be able to spell these words?"
"I think the would be able to spell convincingly,"
"So you revised Bella,"
"Your point," actually I just looked at the words once. I was someone that was really quite smart I just couldn't be fucked to put the effort in. As always the spelling test was easy. Childs play. He set us some dumbass questions on the board. I whip out my text book and get the answers from there, as the rest of the class struggle to write down the date. There was no doubt that I was the smartest in my classes but like I said I just don't try.
"You done Bella," Mr Black said behind me, making me jump.
"Yeah," I say handing my sheet into him, he looks at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Don't look so surprised," I accused.
"Right right." He muttered, before going to the front of the class.
"Right kids, relax lets buddy up and do something different." Pupils run across the class to their friends I look around for Jess or Angie. Nether were in, or they were just bunking. I sigh as I sit by myself, I didn't enjoy English, and now I probably have to do this over rated stupid assessment by myself. The chair next to me moves slightly, I turn my head to see who it is. I frown in disgust I forgot Edward was in my class, it was sometimes hard to forget as he had most of his mates surrounding him, as he always flirted with the cheerleaders and was always throwing paper balls or airplanes.
"What do you want," I spit out at him moving my seat away from him.
"To be partners with my girlfriends sister," He says innocently
"I get the feeling like you don't like me."
"Hate you," I correct him.
"Well I'm sticking around so get use to it,"
"I don't think you will, you'll make some dumb shit decision to be a careless asshole towards my sister and hurt her again, your big headed, bad mannered and not very good looking even though you act like your king, go fuck yourself Cullen," I mutter getting up from my seat.
"Ahhh wonderful are you two working together. Okay Bella sit down,"
"But sir-"
"NOW," I could tell he's lost his tether with me. I sit down reluctantly, I had planned to walk out of the classroom sure with a detention tagged along but I would have made my point.
"So Bella you were saying?" Edward says smugly. I mentally block him out, like he's not even there.
"Bella I love your sister,"
"No you don't you liar," I rub my temples trying to get his lies out of my head.
"Have I ever said I don't?"
"Every time you cheat on her asshole," I murmur, taking the piece of paper from sir as he hands it out.
"Right class I would like you to write a script, make up a play of your own showing off your own skills I want stage directions everything it has to have at least five characters in it, and the theme is betrayal, the best one will be preformed as this years school play, the writers will pick the actors and direct it with help from me and the other English teachers," Sir declared happily .
"This project will go on for a seven weeks," Kill me now.
"You don't hate me that much, I think you love me somewhere in that head of yours," Edward chuckled.
"Its no good being cocky with me Cullen, your not smart and your defiantly not in charge of who I can and cant hate, I hate you and you cant change that,"
"I can change that you hate me,"
"Can you change your past?"
"No,"
"Well then I really doubt that I will ever like you and never hate you Cullen," I spat as him, then go to the front of the class to grab a pen off Sir desk, not even asking as mine had just run out. I go back to my place sluggishly, I hated this, I hated him, I hated my life. I don't talk to my retard of a partner as I write down five random names on our piece of paper.
"Do I get a say in OUR project?"
"What do you want Cullen?"
"I want Claire's last name to be Phillips not Chapmen," He muttered.
"Is that an Excuse to talk to me?"
"Yep,"
"Look you think of a name and plot and I will handle the script and the actors and actresses names," I sigh rubbing my forehead once again.
"Fine, fine," He mutters, nibbling on the tip of his pen, obviously thinking hard. I get on with the names of the people first not Editing what Edward wanted.
"Sally Matthews, Tomas Reid, Claire Chapmen, James Sharp, Shannon Mills and Daniel Woods" I say passing Edward the paper with the names on it.
"I like them," He smiles.
"You do?"
"Yeah I, uh came up with a name,"
"Yeah lets here it,"
"Blind Betrayal,"
"Why Blind Betrayal?" I assumed he would come up with something like A hearts Betrayal or something sappy like that, but this name, it actually sounded good, if it goes with his idea.
"Because they all end up betraying each other in some way or form like Claire and James could be completely devoted to each other, totally in love, but it could turn out that Claire gets with Tomas on a night out, she got pissed so Tomas took advantage since he's liked her for all his life, but Tomas is James's brother, but Daniel can go behind all their back's and Tell James about Claire and Tomas, so they all stop talking all the while Shannon can be the sort of Agony aunt of the group and try's to sort it all out, but Sally, she can be a right bitch and decides to stir everything up for fun." I look at him shocked, for the first time he sounded smart, unique, likeable.
"You've uh, you've really thought about this haven't you?" I question him.
"I have do you think its too corny?"
"I don't, maybe a few changes but its alright," I admit rolling my eyes.
"Does this mean you like me now?"
"No," I snort as I write Blind betrayal at the top of my page. I thought about his idea more and more, it seemed to cheesy for a betrayal script, I don't want to show it but I really want to win, secretly I've always wanted to direct a film become famous and known to everybody, I wouldn't mind acting in my life time ether.
"I'm going to change some things okay," I say then write down my idea before he can even answer.
"Basically it's a boarding school for both boys and girls. Daniel and James are brothers and as James gets older he starts to sneak out, act all badass, his grades slowly drop and get worse. James threatens Daniel not to tell anyone what he was doing, as Daniel is weak and powerless he obviously agrees. After weeks and weeks of this happening Daniel finally puckers up the courage to tell one of his closest friends Tomas, who then promises to keep it a secret. It slips out casually as he was talking to his Girlfriend Sally about James's behaviour, she promises to keep it a secret, but sally talks in her sleep and her nosey room mate Shannon decides to stir things up a little with everybody especially with James and his girlfriend Claire, it all kicks off and in the end Daniel finds that Shannon was the one that stirred everything up and murders her finally finding the power with in him."
"I'm not sure about the last bit,"
"Ohh common don't be a pussy, we need to have a twist at the end," I yell at him almost, making the teacher look towards me for my language.
"Fine fine,"
"So what are the descriptions of these characters?" Why the fuck is he trying me make small talk with me?
"I'm thinking Claire is the pretty, smart, cheerleader type, long blond hair with green eyes lovely body."
"I Just want to have a say, I think Daniel should have glasses, with nerdy clothes and all that," Edward gets really hyped up at what he thinks is a great idea, I don't see why Alice likes him he has the personality and the mind of a seven year old.
"No that's to predictable, I think he's the one that's really fashionable but the weak one the one that never knows what to do next when it comes to standing up for himself, he's ginger, brown eyes, red lips and skinny body," I think I made my point that I'm made for this sort of thing.
"Okay so for Tomas I'm thinking the casual, lovable one, the one that would throw jeans and a t-shirt on to a dance and make it an everyday thing, he'll have sandy shaggy hair with blue eyes." I would love a boyfriend like that, the care free sort of type the one you would die for and they would die for you, they always seem to be the dedicated type.
"Okay so Shannon?"
"Black hair and she's dyed the tips of her hair Red, she's got brown eyes and she's fat as anything, quite plump,"
"Last bit's a bit harsh?"
"Not really you need a variety of people," I Sigh at his stupidity once more.
"Okay okay so what about James I think he should have brown hair, brown eyes, tanned, footballers body, but cocky as fuck," I was about to say that, how did he know.
"Yeah alright fine," I mutter trying to hide the fact that he actually had some taste, I write everything down and put only my name on the sheet of paper since I have done most of the work.
"Why do you hate me?" Edward blurts out sensitively.
"Because your a fucked up jackass who plays girls then says you love them. You a bigheaded bad looking person with both bad looks and a horrible personality, I hate you because you don't treat girls as your equals, you treat them like dirt and nothing else, pricks like you never change," I whisper angrily.
"You don't even know me you bitch,"
"That's what you think," I mutter.
"You don't even know me," He repeats.
"I think I do, I'm the one my sister comes running to when you've messed around with her feelings, when she gets a picture of you snogging or a picture of a random girl grinding against you, when she finds out you've cheated on her, and she wonders why then you haven't taken her virginity but you'll fuck some random girl, you Edward Cullen are a scumbag. You don't think about anyone else but yourself you've never thought about Alice, ever. Do you know how much it hurts me to see my baby sister crying until she's sick and I cant do jack shit about it, do you not have any mercy, and you wonder why I hate you, you wonder why I say this stuff, you say I know nothing bout you, when in fact Cullen I probably know more about you than you know about yourself," I shout at him in front of everybody, I want everyone to know Edward Cullen can not be trusted. I look down at him expecting him to hit me or something, that would be great, Edwards next move, woman beater. But he was just staring at me helplessness and sadness in his eyes but that all disappears as a cocky smile forms on his face.
"You think your funny, I hope Karma hits you in the face and you die crawling in the streets calling out Alice's name, I hope you die alone and sad like how you make everyone around you feel like shit." I say whispering furiously in his face. This time he just looks at me with his mouth open.
"Yeah that's what I thought," I whisper once more before grabbing my bag and walking out of the class room just as the bell goes for lunch. I hope I've scared him enough to never come near me ever again. As I do I grab my lunch before the line gets to crowded up and take my usual seat by the window. I crunch on my carrot stick as I wait for Jasper, I really do love Jasper like a brother, we're so much alike its like we're the same person.
"Alright Bella, your um biting that carrot stick quite viciously," Jasper point out as he sits down next to me with what looks like the cafeteria's meatball surprise.
"Your not going to eat that are you?"
"Bella Just because you're a vegetarian don't mean other people cant like mean," He says popping one in his mouth, I cringe as he chews.
"That's one point and it doesn't even look edible, plus I'm going to murder your brother,"
"What's new," Jasper mutters. I look across the room in enough time to see Alice and Edward walk through the doors of the cafeteria, hand in hand.
"He really does make me sick," I say out loud to Jasper.
"Yeah I know," He says like he's been told it a million times before.
"Alright guys," Alice says politely as her and Edward sit down, I look to the line, poor old Paul was getting their lunch for them again, being pushed backwards and forwards in the line, why don't they get it their self's? I just stare out the window to stop myself from being tempted to slap Edward.
"Guys did Bella not tell you, we're writing a play in English we're finally getting along," Jaspers fork clanked as he dropped it against his plate in shock, I look around and see even Alice with a raised eyebrow.
"What? You think what you said In English was going to make me run? Bella We're partners and you cant change it," I look at him tempted to smack the smile of his face, but as it goes I'm tired and can't be bothered with his shit any more. Pulling myself of my chair I stomp out of the hall, willing myself to go to the girls bathroom down the hall and cry. I didn't expect Alice to come running after me, she was to worried about pleasing Edward to worry about how I'm feeling. I spent the rest on my lunch in the English classroom after saying sorry to Mr Black, I guess he could see I was in no mood for chatting so he just left the room saying that he'll be back when the bell goes. Keeping myself from crying was hard, I just wanted to cry it all out, but that wasn't the sort of person I was, I've never cried in front of anyone and I don't plan to, even though I'm by myself right now, I want to show myself that I am strong and not weak. Mr Black had a good variety of books so I grab one of them until the bell goes. I wasn't in the mood for any more lessons I just wanted to go home and go to bed, listen to music, slag Edward of on Skype to Jess or Angie and then get an early night but I didn't really work that way, in the middle of History the fire alarm when of, the loud beeping of the alarms shredding through the entire school, turns out some jackass created a stink bomb out of chemicals then spilt it everywhere, since the teacher didn't know what the stupid shit had put in there she decided to evacuate the building by press the fire alarm and making the sprinklers come on , what that had to do with History I don't know, but it got me out of lessons early, so I just took the thirty minuet walk home. I had barely been home until Alice waltzed into the house with who other than Edward. I could hear her small giggles, the ones she only makes when she's around Edward. Loud thumps come up the stairs as they both go into Alice's room, to do another make out lesson no doubt. A slight nock came on my door.
"Bella can I come in?"
"Yeah sure thing Jasper," At least I have someone to talk to, the fact that those two were next door gave me the creeps, I don't like to think what he's doing to my baby sister in there. Jasper pushes the door open and leans against the door frame of my room smiling slightly.
"Don't just stand there come sit down," I pat the spot next to me on my bed. Without any hesitation he comes and sits next to me, like usual we just end up chatting, I end up letting a few tears loose about how Edward made me feel. Jasper is the only one that has ever understood me, the only one I could tell anything, he is my best friend and has been for years now.
"Bella you'll probably kill him before you get to the end of this project." Jasper predicted, I smile a cheesy smile at the thought, I would like that. Getting off my bed I go over to my chest of draws, I go to my very last draw that my mum thinks I use to keep all my make up and girly shit in, but at the back is were I keep my small stash to taken alcohol I stole from Phil, I do it when ever he's pissed out of his head so when he asked were the extra cans have gone I just say "you drank them". I take two cans of Fosters out of the draw and throw one to Jasper, a second later I hear the fresh sound of the can being opened. Taking my original space on my bed I juggle my can and my laptop in my hands, before placing my lap top on my lap.
"Oh fuck sake," I moan as I log into my Facebook finding one private message from Emmet again.
"This guy just doesn't quite," I mutter.
"Did he ask you out again?" Jasper says before taking another sip from his can.
"Try a ten page essay on why he loves me," I scrawl through everything that he'd written and comment what I always comment, "I don't like you for the last time" OR" leave me alone Emmet I've said I only like you as a friend"
"I could tell him to back off."
"Jasper you did that last time and he ended up being more obsessed," I snigger.
"Its cause I'm just a big softy underneath and I didn't scare him," I laugh at him as I go onto Youtube and put the usual music on me and Jasper listen too whenever he comes around.
"Bella do you think I will ever get Alice?"
"Jasper, you believe that your always in the friends zone, once you really start to get more involved in her life you'll have her, at the moment your just the sweet kind but unknown boy that she see's now and again, get in there and make yourself known," I persuade him.
"But how?"
"Well I can distract Edward with our stupid project and then when Edward isn't around Alice is more likely to get to know you," I suggest.
"I guess," He sighs, he's never been that confident. He look down at his watch and almost spits the last of the alcohol he had in his mouth out.
"Shit, we need to get home," I look at my wall clock and frown.
"Its only five?" I ponder pointing at my wall clock.
"Yeah but Edwards grounded, he's suppose to be home at five,"
"Why do you care so much?"
"Because if he has to go home straight from school I don't get to see my best mate," He winks at me, and I blush at him.
"Edward common we got to get home," Jasper shouts as he goes to my door.
"Five more minuets you dick," Edward shouts back. I hate he way he fucks about with Jasper. I fling my laptop onto my bed and stomp into Alice's room.
"Bella get out." Alice squeals
"My pleasure," I shout as I grab Edward by the hair and drag him into the hall.
"Get out now,"
"Wahoo keep you panties on," Edward sniggers as he walks down the stairs to meet Jasper.
"See you tomorrow Bella," Jasper sighs as he opens the door, Edward follows him out of the door, messing his hair back up to the way it was before I went in and attacked him.
"Edward wait," Alice yells as she collides with me at the top of the stairs, she picks herself up and keeps running not looking back to see if I was okay or anything. I could tell that they had been kissing since she was out there for ages. I just wish Alice knew what this was doing to Jasper. The door shuts behind Alice as she comes back inside.
"Why did you do that," She asks me angrily. I pick myself up of the floor and head down the stairs, stopping on the last step and turning towards her.
"Because he needs to learn to treat people with respect," I say simply.
"Your being such a bitch, Edward told me what you said in English, you overreact with everything," She yells making me jump.
"Alice your making a big deal out of this he's the one that's in the wrong," I yell back at her just as angry.
"Yeah because your never wrong your totally perfect aren't you Bella,"
"Did I ever say that Alice? Did I ever say I was perfect,"
"You didn't have to, you just always act it," She pushes past me as she stomps up the stairs to her room.
"I don't know why you always defend him," I shout as her door slams. Huffing to myself I go into the front room to watch some T.V to drown out how angry I was at her.
Its not like I cared if she chose him over me this time, its that she thinks he's a total saint. She needs to grow up, she's fifteen for fucks sake, she don't know what the fuck she's doing and he's just going to take advantage of her. She thinks he'll stick around if they end up being reckless and she gets pregnant or something, he'll move on like nothing happened and then I'll have no choice but to say "I told you so," Because I'm not putting up with it any more.
"Girls I'm home," My mum calls, right on time, My mum Renée is the local beautician doing hair make up spray tan nails everything, she's like the ladies saint of Forks.
"How was your day dear," My mother says sitting down next to me on the couch.
"Fine," I mutter.
"Right, were is your sister?"
"What the stupid girl who chose's her dick of a boyfriend over family she's in her room slagging me off to Edward no doubt,"
"Bella Swan you watch your language, please don't tell me you've had another fight, I really cant deal with this right now," My mother sighs.
"Its her mum not me," I accuse Alice like I always do.
"Can you go and ask her what she wants on her pizza, I don't fancy cooking," How lazy.
"Do I have to," I moan.
"She'll have her usual, cheese pepperoni,"
"Just go ask,"
"But,"
"Now Bella," I moan and curse to myself as I stomp up our stairs once again.
"Alice what do you want on your pizza,"
"What I always have idiot," She yells back to me, music blasting out of her room like she's having a house party.
"Fine then," I sigh angrily.
"Mum she wants her usual," I shout down stairs.
"And yes I'll have the vegetarian option," I add before going into my room and turning on the radio. Slumping down on the bed I stare at my ceiling full of photos I had stuck up there of last summer when Alice and Edward had broken up for the third time, she had finally gotten happy, that summer was probably the best summer and then I was shattered back to square one after dad died that winter, that was the first year we got snow and he wasn't there. It hurt and then mum met Phil, he's a charming good looking kind and funny person, but not my dad, they're preparing to get married late this year, around dads anniversary, that made me mad. Its like she's forgetting about him, all the times we spent as a family replaced with a stupid Wedding, I'm tempted not to go, but then where would that leave me?
"And now Jessie J's new single Nobody's perfect," came the radio and almost instantly after it was said the song came on. I was a Jessie J addict I have posters of her everywhere, I love her so much because she's herself and she don't care about cussing in her songs.
"When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much Sometimes I just can't shut the hell upIt's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen And that's where I seem to fuck up….."
Its an inspirational song but it also tells me something, maybe I should forgive Edward, Alice did.
"So don't tell me you can't forgive me Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect…."
Yeah well I cant forgive him because when you say sorry your meant to mean it, he never does.
"Bella, Alice Pizza," My mum shouts up over the music, my tummy grumbles as I walk casually to the kitchen taking my usual place at the table.
"Here sweet," My mum says handing me the medium sized pizza. Phil comes and sits next to me as Alice walks in.
"This isn't Vegetarian." I say angrily.
"What,"
"For fucks sake this is meat feast mum what did you order,"
" I ordered the Vegetarian option," My mum says defectively.
"Gods sake," I mutter before leaving the table. This really wasn't my day. Once again I end up in my bedroom, I didn't mind that fact thought and I wasn't hungry anymore. Its all going to change and I'm going to make sure it will, Alice and Jasper will go out and Edward will get what he deserves. Right now its me or him.
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