Have you ever felt so lonely in your life you could cry? Have you felt like no one else understood you, no matter how much they said they did? Well, I'm Amy Farrah Fowler and I suffer from all that. I'm far from perfect, my figure is the one men would never look twice, I'm a complete nerd and I have my personality quirks. I have a doctorate in neurobiology, who was my first love.. You never forget the moment you love something so bad that you just want to do it for the rest of your life.. that's how I felt when I had to dissect a brain for the first time.. what makes you smile, which part of your brain causes you to cry, which part makes you jump of happiness and the one I never understood .. the one that shows you're attracted to someone.

Boyfriends? Never had one, how ridiculous am I.. Seriously. Why on Earth would I even agree with my mother to date once a year? If I could go back in time I would and say no, I would just stick to my usual days and not even think about that, but what's done is done, so I have a moral obligation to do it..

Do you know how terrible it is to be the one that men usually get away from? The not pretty one of the group of gorgeous friends.. That's me.. Just once a year and I don't have to think about that for another year!