Thinking Out Loud
Summary: It was an undercover assignment that was never supposed to more then it was. Now the past might just haunt them both.
Characters: Olivia, Nick, Cassidy, Fin, Amanda, Maria,
Disclaimer: I do not own SVU or its characters. (Starts beginning of Season 13.)
Chapter One - "Leave The Light On"
They didn't know how they ended up here, but in this moment it didn't matter. Some how he ended up at her door. The to where complete opposites, she was looking for the truth while he was looking for the next job. The two unexpectedly ended up talking over the time she was there and tonight was no different. They sat up and talked about how their lives weren't turning out how they expected them to be. She had pulled out the alcohol for the drinks, hoping maybe to get some more information from him. Neither one of them expected what happen to happen; they were just enjoying the night together. She didn't expect to feel a connection to him like she did. They didn't know when it happened but at some point in the end one of them had kissed the other. Next thing they knew they had forgotten about the drinks and were just kissing.
They barely made it to the bedroom, but as soon as he closed the door behind them, he pinned her against it. Their need for each other becoming more and more intense, she started to go for his shirt to get it off, but he caught her hands before she could even touch it. Moving her hands so they were above her head. Pushing her harder against the door. Their lips crashing into each other's, his lips then moved down to her neck. She moaned softly gripped his hands like he would drop her even though she was standing. He then moved away slightly, letting go of her wrists with one hand, moving it to her thigh urging her to wrap her legs around. She wrapped her legs around his waist and he moved his hand from her thigh to her ass. Started to bring it up slowly till it was under her shirt.
As his hand went up so did her shirt. He then pinned her against the door a bit tighter as he let go of her wrists all together. He then stuck his other hand under the other side of her shirt. He then pushed her shirt up until it was completely off her and he tossed it aside. He started kissing down her neck more, till he got to her collarbone as his hand moved back down to her ass, she moaned again. As he heard her moan his lips went back up to her lips. As he kissed her he moved his hands from her ass to her inner thighs and her moans got louder. His hands then moved to the top of her jeans. He started playing with them as well as working to get them off. Once he got them undone, he pushed her legs down while making sure she had her arms around him so she wouldn't fall. He then pushed her pants down as well as her panties. He then urged her to wrap her legs around him again.
She wrapped her legs around his waist. He then moved his hands up to her bra. Slowly starting to get it off. Once he got it undone, he tossed it side with the rest of her clothes. She thought to herself it wasn't fair he was fully dressed and she wasn't. She then moved her hands to his shirt. Not caring if he tried to stop him. She slowly unbuttoned his shirt. Once his shirt was fully unbuttoned she then pushed it off his shoulders and tossed it aside. Once she had gotten his shift off he hands moved down her back to her ass and then her inner thighs. She was just about to go for his pants, but he stopped her using his touch, she moaned. He kissed her deeply and hard as he moved his hands closer to her center. She moaned in his mouth, wanting his more and couldn't help but arch her back moving closer to him. He moved one hand to his pants and the other to her center. Slowly letting two fingers enter, wanting her to feel loved and wanted. Her moans were getting louder.
He got his pants undone and pushed them down along with his boxers. He continued to kiss her, sending his fingers in deeper making her moan louder. He moved at a steady pace wanting to send her over, so she'd be ready. Her hands were roaming around his back and her nails digging in to his back softly. He then drove his fingers in deeper sending her over the edge and she tremble in his arm. After she worked through it he pulled out his fingers and kissed her again. He pinned her up against the door some more, then slowly entered her. She moaned softly at first, he started moving at a steady pace then took her hands and pinned them above her head once again.
She moaned a bit louder as he heard this he moved his kisses down to her neck. He started to get a bit rougher and starting nipping at her neck a little. As her moans got louder his paced got faster, he wanted her to enjoy every minute of them. Neither of them thinking of what's to come the next day. She moved with him, matching the pace and his movements. She dug her nails in his back as she screamed his name in pleasure as she went over the edge, only to have him follow. He moved his lips back to her and kissed her as they worked through their releases. He then let go of her hands and moved down to her ass. Holding her against him as he moved them to the bed.
When they reach the bed he laid her down, and then moved them to the top of the bed never letting himself move away from her. He met her lips again, as he hands roamed his back. Her hands moved down to his ass, her eyes were telling him she wanted him... needed him. With that look he started a slow pace wanting this time to be gentle and loving. For a split second her thoughts went to this was the last person she would be sleeping with, but went away when he started to speed up his pace a bit. Moving his lips from hers to her chest. Kissing every bare part of her skin. His hands moving down her sides, once he reached where he wanted to go he stopped and move hands over her stomach. Rubbing it a little as moved his hands down. She let out a loud moan, between his pace and what he was doing with his hands; she was surely going to fall.
His hands reach down and he started rubbing again. She arched her back as she gripped on to the sheets of the bed. They hadn't even made it under the covers. He moved from kissing her bare skin, moving his way back up to her lips, making a few stops at her breasts along the way. Teasing and loving them just the way she should be loved. She gripped harder to the bed, wanting nothing more to stay in this moment of them together. He finally made his way back up to her lips. He kissed her and deepened it with his tongue. She responded back with her. It wasn't long before the two finally gave in and fell over the edge. For the first time she felt something she never felt before. She just loved the feelings he gave her. After they both came down he moved off her and wrapped his arms around her. The two fell asleep in each other's arms.
She slowly started to wake up, her head was pounding and she was a little fuzzy as to why. As she woke up more and more things started coming back to her. She had remembered He had stopped by her place and the two had been drinking. She turned to the other side of the bed and there was no one there. She started to wonder if it was all in her head, but when she slowly started to sit up she realized she was naked. She knew now it wasn't just a dream, but then again she didn't see him in the bed and didn't hear him in the kitchen. She got up and put on some pajama shorts and an over-sized t-shirt, before heading out of the bedroom. When she walked out of the bedroom the lights where out and no one was around.
AN: This was part of a fan fic I started and then deleted. Decided to re work it a bit.