AN: This follows the original ending of Vampire Academy. I just created a new chapter as if the book never ended and maybe I might continue writing new chapters. Just let me know what you think.
Ok, well I just learned like a few weeks ago that there has been two new books about the Vampire Academy. The second book is called Frostbite. The third is called Shadow Kiss. After finishing the third book in 6 hrs. 30 min. (Yea, couldn't put it down) It started to make me think more about this other fan fiction that I have started and will be posting up hopefully soon. To those that have said to continue writing, I might. I've already learned what happened and maybe when writing a new chapter, I'll make it the way I want to to be.
As I walked to my room I was thinking why? After all I have been through; Kirova let me off my house arrest a long time ago. I'm a free woman. As I sat on my bed, all I could think about was Dimitri and what he had said. He was right. If we have fallen in love there would be a greater chance of him throwing himself in front of me instead of Lissa, but I would be the one throwing myself in front of Lissa of course or well so I thought.
Lying down on my bed I closed my eyes thinking about Mason more than Dimitri. I might actually take Lissa's advice about Mason. I should give him the chance of being a serious boyfriend even though it really is Dimitri who I want to be with. Here comes the pain of knowing that we can't really be together, it's the age thing and it's because we will soon be Lissa's guardians after I graduate. Oh, the agony. I soon later closed my eyes trying to read Lissa's thoughts, even though she really wants me to stay out of her mind. She was yet again thinking of Christian. They are the cutest couple I have ever seen and yet both of their families are completely disgraced and rejected. To me it didn't seem like they cared. As long as they were with each other, that was all that mattered to them.
I finally woke up, lost in thought. I really should talk to Mason and well at least try him out as a boyfriend. Damn I'm thinking about him as a toy. Bad Rose bad, don't be thinking like that. You're trying to be the new Rose still. With that I came to a decision that I will ask him and start a new, happy life. I grabbed my jacket and headed over to the Royals dorm hoping that this is really the best thing to do for me. Would Lissa be ready to learn about my deep, dark secret or would there more things more troubling than this that would just push the secret more deeper than ever?