Because of all of you

Elysia was thumbing through the photo album, one last time.
Finding pictures of Him...Maes...Hughes...Dad...

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
She never got in any trouble, always turned a blind eye to the few shady things she had seen...

I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
She didn't want the kind of responsibility would never blow a whistle

I will not break the way you did,
The top dogs could do what they wanted. With her, with the other random girls, with criminals...

You fell so hard
it didn't matter... He died, his noble intentions dissipating with his soul.

I've learned the hard way
Never put your life on the line. When you have family, you are needed, your life is not yours to give,
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
I used to hold your hand when I crossed the street...

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Remember when you wouldn't let me play soccer with the big boys?

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
You were killed because of the people you trusted... do you have any idea how unbearable that makes life?

Because of you
I am afraid

She continues to flip through the pages, and finds many of her father's friend, Roy Mustang...
This man was like a father to her...to bad she wanted him to be more than that...
Pictures of her in a uniform hurt the most...

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
Hughes! Attention! Not "At Ease" Attention! Do you ever want to get promoted? Shape up!

I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

He knew, he must have known, that whenever he said Hughes, I thought of my dad

I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

Mourning doesn't take place in the military
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Fine, Roy, reject my childish advances, just remember, what I'm going to do is because of you

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk

He taught me all i know about Central
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

I learned never to get involved when Breda and Havoc play poker

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

You were so afraid taht you would lose another Hughes, that you had, no, you have, my paranoid...

Because of you
I am afraid

Her tears make a light pattering sound as they contact the pages of her late mother, Gracia.

I watched you die

I was only a little girl..I'm only 16 now...how could you?
I heard you cry every night in your sleep

Even when I was really young, I knew you were sobbing in the next room

I was so young

I was three...Three goddamn years old...
You should have known better than to lean on me

Telling me how much you want him back, sometimes blaming me, didn't help

You never thought of anyone else

Didn't you see that it hurt me?
You just saw your pain

No, you just knew that it made your own pain stop for a little while
And now I cry in the middle of the night

And now I cry, for all I love are dead or gone...at least you had me mom
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk

You never let me walk to school alone

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

You had me exempt from all that's rough in life...didn't you see my internal turmoil?

Dad : Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything

Mom: Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in

Roy: Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

All of you
I am afraid

Because of you

I die...

Because of you

I slit my wrist and stain the pages of this photo album red,

Because you, now I'm dead...
I know...Emo...please review...I don't own anything, and Yes, in this Elysia had a crush on Roy, and he rejected her. No lolita... just review pretty please? And this is All Cameron's fault...