This story is about snape and lily! I wrote it because after the seven book I was really sad for him!

I don't own any of the characters, all of them are JK. Rowling much to my dismay.

A tall skinny boy with greasy hair walked slowly towards the forbidden forest.

"Mudblood"

He couldn't get the word out of his head. Of all the times he had used it, this was the only time he regretted it.

"The look in her face" He knew other slytherins had use the word against he. But him? Why had he been so stupid? "Ruin" he tough, a relationship he had wanted since the first time he saw her.

A coward that was what he felt like. So many opportunities wasted. All the times he could have told her, and now she didn't want to see him anymore. "Different paths" those were her exact words.

It was all Potters' fault. Why couldn't he just leave him alone? This time he had done it, his actions had caused him to lose the only person he had really ever cared for "Lily Evans". But he had to accept he cursed Black and Potter every time he saw them. They didn't matter right now, he would get his revenge sooner or later. The only thing that matter right now was to make it up for Lily.

How? When? These questions keep coming to his head. He continued to go towards the forest, he needed some time alone. He wasn't allow to be outside but he didn't care nothing really matter it he lost her. "He Loved Her"

No one really knew, maybe some people had come to the conclusion but weren't sure. After all she was in Gryffindor and he in Slytherin. She was a muggle-born, everybody knew slytherins hated all muggle-born's. But how could someone hate her. Her eyes were the one thing he liked the most about her. The beautiful green eyes. The more he tough about it the less likely it seemed he could be able to get her back.

They had been friends like forever it seemed now. Even before they stated coming to Hogwarts. He had told her she was a witch.

Everybody always stayed away from him, but never her. His appearance was one of the reasons. He wasn't all the bad looking, he just didn't take care of himself. His parents had never given him the appropriate clothes outside of Hogwarts and now he only wore his ropes. His hair was greasy, but he didn't care about it. He was pale too, and his hands were cold most of the time for some reason. But mainly because he wasn't nice to people, one of the exceptions was her, but not this time she had try to help him and he had only insult her.

Then a though came to his mind, what if she started going out with James. No she didn't like him, but he was after all the big Quidittch hero, he had a lot of friends and good grades.

He stopped suddenly and stated coming back to the castle he was going back to his common room, he hadn't want to be there early because of the comments the Slytherins were making about the incident where he was turn upside down and his underwear has show. But mainly for the fact that he had called lily mudblood and they have like that. But an idea had occur to him, it was going to be the start of getting lily back, just thinking that lily could be with James had terrific him and he was going to do something about it.

This is my first fan fiction so don't be so hard on me! Hope you like it! And review please