Dalton:
Jogan
Warning Suicide,
Logan is getting married but not to Julian
Julian Larson Armstorng
You are hearby invited to the wedding of John Logan Wright III and Thierry McGuior
On Sunday 24th September
At St.-
Julian was cut off from his reading as a tear splashed onto the invitation. He knew this day would happen, he knew Logan would marry, he just didn't know when.
"How can he do this? We haven't spoken in 3 years." Julian looked outside at the rain.
"Julian…Honey, you're going to catch a cold, Clark came outside wrapping his arms round Julian, the rain soaking them both. Julian sat there in a daze, invitation crumpled in his hands. Clark sighed.
"You still love him don't you?"
Julian nodded.
"After all this time?"
"Always"
Clark smiled sadly, "You've never loved me…"
Julian shook his head. "I love you Julian, but…but I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry. I can't-I can't hide our relationship anymore" He turned away and walked down the road, hair plastered to his face.
Julian Larson, the life and Death.
Julian Larson, famous actor was found dead in his home on Sunday 24th, a suicide note was found and the police aren't treating this as suspicious…more inside…
Logan gasped and blinked back tears, That's why he wasn't at the wedding… I can't believe I hated him for not being there. Logan sighed. "Oh Jules…" Logan curled in the foetus postition, ;etting tears fall, he found a photo of him and Julian and stared at it.
"Julian why? I loved you, you know I married Theirry to get over you." He sighed. "Why couldn't you be gay…or even Bi?" He sighed. "Maybe then…you'd have a chance of loving me back…"
"Logan Wright we are here to talk to you about Julian Larsons death." Logan blinked. "Uh okay…"
"Were you two close?"
"In school yes."
"Have you been close recently?"
"No, we lost touch."
"Can you explain this?" The detective held out a wedding invitation covered in blood. Logan gasped.
"The suicide note…was to you…" The detective continued. Logan sat down and took the note.
Logan, if you're reading this, I'm dead. But you probably already know that from the papers, I'm guessing you don't know why? You're ignorant and selfish and naieve and…I love you. I left because I couldn't take it anymore, I've loved you since the first day we met in Dalton, but then you started finding other boys. It killed me each time, I left to get away from it but ALWAYS came back when you needed me. I was wrapped in anguish and you didn't notice. You didn't care.
When you sent me that invitation, I couldn't take it. I never could have you. I couldn't deal with it.
I don't know if you remember the song I sang the last night I saw you… You probably don't, I sang Asleep. but please remember me, when you hear that song, remember me, remember the good times remember how we always argued and made up. Don't grieve, move on. There is a better world. And I'm in it.
I left my heart with you, take care of it.
Yours always Julian
Tears were falling down Logans face by the time he read this, he blinked a few times as his world went black.
Epilouge.
Logan got a divorce shortly after, he devoted his life to Julian and spent his days in solitude rewatching his old movies and interviews, rewatching that magical laugh. As he grew old and alone his face became old with time, the face permanantly on his t.v however didn't. And when Logan at age 80 had enough he overdosed. As he closed his eyes Julians smiling face was the last thing he saw
