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I wish I could have seen the sun once more. I wish I didn't have to hide constantly. I wish I wasn't trapped in my room by locks securing the door. I wish I could go play. I wish I could hear my sister laugh one more time. I wish I could hug my mom. I wish...
That's what my life is filled with. Wishes. My parents don't like the locks. I requested them, I can't let myself hurt another human. My name is Elsa. I have an ability like no one else. It's a curse,not a blessing. My parents think I was blessed with something that can help me later on in life if I would just leave my room. I can't do it though. I've if someone finds out? Would I get killed? My train of thought was interrupted by a couple knocks on my door. I had a belief that it was my baby sister,Anna. Well she's not a baby as much a couple years behind me.
"Elsa? Do you wanna build a snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman," I heard Anna say into the crack of my door. I just sat there and waited. I waited until I heard a thump of her sitting on the floor in front of my room. I quickly got a piece of paper.
'Anna, I can't. Please forgive me.' was all I could write on the paper before I felt tears in my eyes. I quickly slipped it under my door and waited.
'Please. Elsa I want to see you again and have someone to play with. I want someone to talk to. The castle is getting quiet. Please come out soon.' was what I got in response after a few moments.
'Soon. I promise' I quickly wrote before shoving under the door and running back to the window. My heart was shattering at the sadness I was causing my sister I wish I would let myself leave instead of hiding.
My parents are desperate for me to just be happy. I tell them nonstop that I'm more then happy. (We all know that's a lie.) They want me to go outside and make friends, smell the fresh air and feel the sun on my skin.
I want so badly to feel the sun again or to feel love from someone my age. I want to run and play as if I was a young kid again. All I can think of is all the bad stuff that could happen with me out there and the people I could harm for my own selfish reasons.
My parents are the king and queen of Arendell, they are highly respected and love their kingdom. No one could imagine any better rulers.
My parents were also in charge of the exports and imports we get in Arendell so they had to travel a lot. One trip they just didn't come back.
My sister would sleep each night in front of my door after there death. When my parents died I opened the door for the first time in years to find her laying there on the floor sound asleep. I took her by the hand to lead her to her room. Even though she was asleep I was afraid that she would wake up and scare me. I still can't control my powers. If she were to frighten me I couldn't even think of what would happen. Luckily, I got her to bed without a single incident.
I was in my room one night when I heard a small knock. It wasn't Anna usual knock so I opened it to find my servant and best friend,Bell, standing there with a look of fear on her face. Besides my parents she was the only other person who knew of my power.
"Elsa,I have horrible news. If you want to rule the kingdom you must attend high school. That means you will have to leave the castle." she said without looking up at me,but the ground where her feet were kicking a crack on the ground.
"No,Bell. I can't do that! You know I can't leave with this storm raging inside me! What would I do if it got out of control?!" I yelled. I didn't care if someone heard me. Anna is already asleep and no one else came down this hall. I started to cry as I sat there. I wished my dad was here. He used to tell me to conceal,not feel it. I need him now.
"Elsa,it will be ok. I will be going with you and it's only for two years. You can even go during our breaks to get it over with sooner they said." She cooed to me. I knew she was only trying to make me feel better because she used her soft voice. That's what she did best.
"Thank you,Bell. Do you mind leaving me alone till I need to start school? I need to prepare myself. I can't lose control in middle of calculus class." I didn't need to argue or anything before she quietly closed the door. How am I supposed to do this?
It had been about two weeks without seeing Bell or hearing Anna. I missed the noise. I had been laying in bed and trying to sleep when I heard a knock.
"Princess Elsa,it is time to wake up. You must get to school." I heard a small voice say. All I could do was groan and wipe the sleep from my eyes. How is it that I had lasted so many years without having to go to school yet when I want to rule I have to graduate high school. I trudged out of bed and found a uniform with a symbol and a name embroidered into the left side of the blazer. The school of Arendell is a school called Winter School. It is one of the best schools in the world so when people who live in Arendell are required to go there while everyone outside it has to apply.
I got dressed and got my breakfast from outside my door, before I gorged it down. I then got ready with my gloves on to open the door. It took me a couple moments just to open the door. I chickened out and ran back to my bed away from the door. I was stupid to think I could do this. I was dumbfounded that I even agreed to this at all. I heard someone tap my door and instantly hid.
"Elsa, it's me Bell. It's time to go. Me and you going to school together for the first time in years. I'm really excited," she said as she started to come in. My best friend has been looking forward to this day for years. She had been walking into school alone since second grade when I stopped going. This was as scary for her as me.
"I'm scared,Bell. What if I let my feelings get the better of me? What if someone finds out? Or worse! I freeze me teacher! Ok well maybe that won't be so bad." I said with a small smirk. Maybe this won't be so bad. I stood up slowly and just stared.
"Elsa, I'm here so nothing will happen. I'm your personal bodyguard, remember?" She said with a wink. She always knew what to say to me when I need someone to help me out. I grabbed her hand with my gloved hand and we walked out my bedroom door.
We were about to step out the entrance door when I froze. I could see the sun shining just feet away from me. I could hear laughter being carried through the air. All of my desires were coming true in that one moment.
"Elsa, let's go we will be late to school. Let's go." Bell said as she tugged my arm. I let her pull me out without fight,knowing fully well that if I didn't. Then I would never leave this castle. We walked, I saw people I've never seen and people with familiar faces yet couldn't put a name with the face. I felt warmth on my face and smiled upward as I soaked it all in. This is what I've wanted then why am I so scared?
