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He clutched the ceramic sink with all his strength, tears streaming down his face.

This is my December

It felt like the air was slowly being suffocated out of him.

This is my time of the year

Myrtle whispered words of comfort but Draco couldn't hear anything.

This is my December

His were eyes bloodshot and hair array. Malfoy never felt uglier.

This is all so clear.

He hated himself. He was weak and pathetic.

This is my December

He nearly killed Katie Bell. The blonde had no idea how he was supposed to live with himself.

This is my snow-covered home

For once in his life, he felt pure fear.

This is my December.

With his father in Azkaban and his mother at home, he had no one.

This is me alone

Potter was following him everywhere. Draco had no idea how he was supposed to do this.

And I'd give it all away

He was going to die.

Just to have somewhere to go to

Draco let out a chocked sob and stared at himself in the mirror.

Give it all away

The 16 year old boy was in over his head.

To have somewhere to go to.