Need Me
There will always be a change for me to bring you back…
I stare at you who are sleeping peacefully beside me. You look strong and tough, but inside, you are still me little brother. I take another view of you as you turn your back to me. I don't know what to do. After all the things that happened to us, you still follow me in obedience, which you shouldn't do. You could just leave me, kill me, or even hate me. I will accept all of it, but you never do any of them to me. You never hate me, even though I was the one who made you trapped in that suit. I was the one who made all of these happened!
I shake from my thoughts. I really want to scream. What do you receive of being my follower? You receive nothing! Nothing at all! I never make our dream come true, as far as we go; no philosopher stone on hand. I always bring us down.
Why?
Why are you being so loyal to me? Why?
I did nothing for you but turned you into a metal suit!
I never did any good for you! Never!
You turn back to me, you still sleep peacefully. I know that you are dreaming. A really nice dream…I can tell. You mutter something under your breath.
"Brother…please don't leave me…" You murmur softly.
I smile at you. I close my eyes slowly as soon as I find that it is bed time.
I feel happy inside. You are always by my side, and there is nothing wrong about it.
You need me, more that I can say. As I close my eyes peacefully, I smile for the last time at you.
You need me, and I will give you everything I have.
FCelcia