so i was sitting in the house and like actuallty words just started to come to me, about bella and how she felt after edward left in new i decided to have bella write a letter/poem thing to write more if u want please review do u think this is the way bella felt:D
Why is it when i opened up my heart it slowly died inside
the hurt that i had kept out,was the pain i didnt want to feel
the walls i built were slowly crumbling,cause the despair
and hurt i feel is destorying everything in its path
the empty shell of my heart ,still drowns for the love i have
my hollow heart,
its broken and cracked ,for the love i can not
bear
as there are words that haunt my memory,
a pain that fills my soul
the cold arms i wish to hold
the fear of letting go
the face that haunts my memory
the screams that fill my sleep
this is the pain i have come to bear,
the choice that i have made.
The love i thought you felt
is now the doubt that i hold dear
Did the love you ever feel ?truely was it sincere
so i rather hold the nightmares
that are filled with your face
than forget the memories that changed,
the existence that was us both
no one can ever replace you ,
my heart still yearns for my soul ,
if you come back to me
i would welcome into my arms ,
to feel your cool embrace
i need to feel whole again ,
i need to have you close
cause when you left apart of me was blackened by a
darkness
a darkness i can not heal,
a darkness i cant dont fix
it slowly blackens the rest of my heart
while the shallows of my breaths are near there end.
i need , my existence ,my soul
and without i simply cannot exist