I wanted to love him...I wanted to feel the passion he felt for me.

I took him to bed that night.

Kissed him.

Held him.

Made love to him.

Impregnated him.

I claimed him that night.

I never let go of him.

My wolf would never allow me too...

he claimed the one person I couldn't make myself love.

I always asked myself why.

Until, the day.

The day he told me,

that our child was killing him.

It was like me,

and it was destroying him from the inside.

I never got my child,

he never got my heart.

I wanted to love him...

I told him I did.

I never knew that I did,

until the day

he fell through that curtain.

Leaving me to raise our cub...

I hold her now,

knowing she'll never take his place.

Knowing that this time,

I will have a child.

Why couldn't have it been him here?

Instead of her...