Why does life feel this way? Edward left me…Jake left me…Charlie left me…My life left me… Is life supposed to feel this way? Is it supposed to hurt so much you can't even feel it anymore?

I sighed as I leaned against the building wall as I waited…Waited for my food to come to me. I quickly checked my watch, almost time.

"Hah, don't even try girl…Why don't we have a bit of fun?" A man in his twenties dragged an innocent looking girl down towards the alley, towards me. He grabbed her wrist roughly as she tried to run. "Now, now. Don't you want to have a bit of fun?"

I watched for a second or two before coming out of the shadows. In a millisecond, I was behind him; my hand was on the guy's shoulder, my face resting on his shoulder. I sighed, "Why don't you let the girl go?" I gave the girl a dark look, instantly she ran away.

The guy tensed underneath me, "Who're you?"

I smiled silently as I brushed my lips against his neck, "I'm a vampire."

The guy took a quick breath and tried to struggle in my grasp but I held onto his shoulder tighter as my mouth stopped at the side of his neck. "Tsk, tsk. You've been a bad boy haven't you?"

The guy struggle more frantically now, I hissed with delight, "It'll be over soon…" Then with deliberate slowness, I sank my fangs into his flesh. I let my grip soften as I felt the blood trickle. I quickly drank all of his blood and soon, I was done.

"Ahh…That was delightful. His blood tasted quite…delicate." I laughed mercilessly and walked out of the alley, my red eyes flashing in the moonlight.

"Bella, why do you always get the bad guys?" A sweet looking girl stood in front of me. She looked like a little angel…A perfect, sweet angel. But to all those who have not seen her true personality, beware of her demonic side.

I smiled as I wiped a drop of blood at the corner of my mouth, "Why do you always get the good guys?" I laughed silently as I walked towards two motorcycles. You see, I have this particular taste for bad guys. My friend, Kristine, has a taste for good guys. Complete opposites, but best friends.

"So any calls?" I asked casually.

Kristine paused as she got on her bike, no helmet. "Yes…"

I stopped getting on my bike, "Who?!" My voice was sharp as I turned to glare at her. No one called for me, I only asked since…I just wanted to know.

Kristine got on her bike and started it, the engine roaring to life as it gave off a bloody-red tinge at night. "Oh…It was just…" Kristine quickly drove off, her hair flying behind her. She whispered into the night, "…The Cullen's…"

I could hear her fine…However, maybe my hearing was going wrong. I quickly got onto my own motorcycle and followed after her, putting in more speed. "WHAT DID YOU SAY?!" My voice was alarmed, a bit ferocious.

Kristine didn't look at me, instead she continued to drive, her red eyes flickering to me for a second before whispering, "The Cullen's."

I stared blankly in front of me then growled, "WHAT?!" I quickly gained more speed and snarled, "WHY NOW?!" I screamed to the skies in anger. Just when my life got good, they had to reappear.

Kristine didn't say anything; instead she just continued to drive to our house by the forest.

We arrived at our house in silence. I jumped off my bike, not bothering to pick it up when it fell on the side. I ran to the house at full-vampire speed. I opened the door to reveal… "You," I hissed.

In my house, in my couch, in my living room, were the Cullen's.

"BELLA?!" They all chorused in disbelief, they looked me up and down; their eyes awed by my eyes…my red eyes.

I growled and turned around to see Kristine watching from the doorway, "Why'd you let them in…?" My voice was oddly calm although my face didn't look like it.

Kristine shrugged and yawned, "I wanted to see some drama. You know how boring it gets here Bell." She shrugged.

I snarled this was no good…Before I turned back to the Cullen's; I grabbed my gun that rested at my hips. I quickly raised it and shot Kristine in the shoulder with it. "That's for making my life harder."

Carlisle leaped from his chair in surprise, "BELLA!! Why'd you just shoot your friend?!" He looked like he was going to rush to the aide of Kristine but was stop by a snarl.

Kristine took a step back from the impact but didn't reply. She actually…grinned. She touched her shoulder and after a while of grabbing, she brought out an iron bullet. "Ahh. Nice shot Bella. Right at my shoulder blades. I missed the pain of being hurt…" Kristine smiled more widely and stretched out her shoulder, "It'll probably heal in an hour."

Carlisle fell back to the couch, dumbfounded. I quickly let my hands fall to my side, the gun still in my hand. I turned to them all, my eyes gazing coldly at them…Especially Edward.

"You better have a good explanation of why you're here."

Esme gave a dry sob and flung herself towards me, hugging me. "Oh Bella! We're all so sorry for leaving you! Please forgive us!"

I said nothing, instead grabbed Esme by the throat and flung her back to the couch. Emmett growled as he stood up, "Bella, I admit we did some bad things to you. But that gives you no right to hurt Esme like that!"

Esme just kept on sobbing dryly. Edward sat next to her, a blank expression on his face.

I raised my gun, "Leave my house before I shoot you guys to hell. You'll heal, but it'll hurt…" My voice was deadly serious.

Carlisle raised his hands, "Now, Bella. Listen here, we're not here just to ask for forgiveness, we need your help."

I forgot about the gun and flung it towards Kristine which she caught expertly. I scoffed, "Oh yeah!! You guys ditch me in hell as soon as you bite me and decide to come back to gain my help?! You guys left me with four days of pain!! FOUR DAYS!! NOT THREE!! Do you know how much I fought to even be alive right now?! I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU GUYS!!"

Kristine whispered softly, "That's right…If it wasn't for me finding her, Bella would probably have died."

I nodded towards her, "And you guys just come back here, asking for forgiveness and what else?! ASKING FOR MY HELP!!" I have to admit. I've changed a lot since they knew me. I've grown a bitter side…

Edward finally spoke for the first time, "Bella…The Volturi is after us." His face was still blank.

I smirked and said in a taunting voice, "Aww, is little Edward scared?"

Edward said nothing, "Yes…Yes I am."

I shook my head, "Worthless….Filth…You guys aren't worth my time." I turned back to Kristine and asked her back for my gun. She threw it at me but…Emmett quickly flicked out his hand and caught it before I could. "Give that back Emmett…" My voice was cold, yet calm.

Emmett shook his head, "Not until you hear us out Bella."

I sighed and rubbed my temples, "Make it quick…I have business to take care of with that gun."

Emmett motioned for Carlisle who gladly started to talk, "Bella…The Volturi are after us because." Carlisle stopped and took a quick glance at Edward, "Because the Volturi got their hands on Lanya…Edward's girlfriend."

I froze, my eyes hardening and turning black. Before I could speak, Carlisle moved on, "We've heard of you Bella. Probably all vampires should have. You're the one who has two unnatural gifts…And you're the one who's killed as many vampires as all of Volturi put together."

I smiled at that, "Ahh. So my reputation has spread." I giggled then suddenly stopped, "I wouldn't mind adding seven more into the growing number." My eyes flashed dangerously at them. Alice gave a nervous squeak.

Carlisle spoke slowly, "We need you to get Lanya back to us."

I laughed harshly, "Do you really think I'll agree to that Carlisle? Have you gone mad?" Before anyone knew it, I grabbed my gun from Emmett, "Now my answer is no. So I'm going to go and kill some things, I expect you all to be gone before I come back. You have a minute."

Rosalie snorted, "A minute? You're not going to kill a vampire in a minute."

I flashed her a malicious smile, "Who said I was killing one vampire?" With that I motioned for Kristine, and soon the two of us were off. Running.

Edward looked back at Carlisle as I left, "So what do we do now?"

Carlisle rubbed his hands together as his eyebrows arched as he concentrated, "We wait for her to come back and try talking to her again."

Alice spoke softly, "Carlisle…She's not like the old Bella. I don't think she'll agree."

Emmett growled, "But she's the one we need! She has the ability to deflect other vampire's gifts and…"

"...and to cause moth mental and physical harm." I finished as I stepped back into the house. I growled again, "Why are you guys still here?"

Rosalie snorted, "You were only gone like thirty seconds. Why? Did you decide not to go off killing vampires?"

I smirked as I aimed my gun at her, "Oh…was I? Sorry, must have been feeling good enough to kill two vamps that fast." I smiled as she looked horrified, "Didn't think I could do it didn't you?"

Carlisle looked at me with begging eyes, "C'mon Bella! You're more talented than Jane!! You can cause far more pain! Maybe to even death!"

A deadly silence stretched out as Carlisle stopped talking. Kristine took a sharp breath as she looked at me carefully. I suddenly smiled. "Carlisle. Do you want to know something I've perfect during your fifty years of absence?"

Carlisle looked confused then nodded. I smiled and stared at him with hard black eyes, he was immediately on the ground, howling with agony. His skin shivered as if he was cold, his body twitched as he screamed in more agony.

I smiled down at him, "Carlisle…I've learned to kill vampires with my power."

Esme shrieked, "BELLA!! STOP!! CARLISLE!!"

I waved my hand bored and soon Carlisle stopped screaming, he was panting hard (although he didn't have to) and stared at me with expressionless eyes. "So…No wonder you were so quick in killing Demetri and Felix."

Edward made an odd noise, "You just killed Demetri and Felix?!"

I waved my land like it was a plain old question, "Yeah. They were listening into our conversation so I did you guys a favor by killing them."

Silence.

"Will you help us?" Carlisle whispered.

I answered flatly, "No."

Edward looked at me with his topaz eyes, "Please Bella?! Lanya could be…she could be…in pain right now." His voice was hoarse.

I laughed maliciously, "AND DO I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT LANYA?! DO I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FUCKING FAMILY?!?! NO I DON'T SO LEAVE NOW!!!"

Silence.

Kristine quickly left the house as I exploded with madness, but she was leaving for a different reason. Jasper looked around fearfully; I guess his try of calming me down wasn't working since I could deflect it.

Emmett replied lowly, "No. We need you Bella. You can't ditch us."

I looked at him with coal, black eyes, "Really? Emmett, I can ditch you like how you ditched me after you bit me. Now leave before I actually kill all of you."

In a second everyone was gone…except for Alice who stood by the door, a bit nervous, "Bella. I know you're mad but…You'll come around. Edward still loves you."

I closed my eyes tightly then opened them again for all of them to be gone…except for Kristine. She was back.

I rubbed my temples as I flopped onto the couch, "Kristine…I have the urge to kill something right now…with a great amount of pain."

Kristine shrugged and motioned the door, "You can always torture all those poor animals in the forest."

I smiled, "Good plan." I stood up and left my house, and into the forest. My eyes were still coal, black.