Sirius' Tomboy :
Disclaimer:
I don't own this world J.K.Roling has created because my Fred would never have died... I'm not crying I swear!
A/N: this is short but the next chapters are longer!
Pairing: (Sirius X OC)
Summary:
I'm done with the female gender but why is Sirius Black so interested?
Prolouge:
Is it possible to feel so disconnected?
That your there and your not?
Would it be better to ignore or feel?
Should I feel selfish for feeling this emotion that I'm alone?
That even in the sun I feel cold?
The girls make me feel this way even though these girls have been the longest friendship with the female gender I've had.
Despite the years I'd spent with these girls any second I spent with a guy, even a stranger, I felt calm and at peace. The time I spent with guys had dwindled to the point where I spent every living second with the girls. My life was stuck on this scale between staying with them and leaving them until I was hit with a weight on one of the dishes. The dish that held the desicion to leave them was tipped and became heavier.
What made me lose trust in the girls I called friends? Because they can't be bothered sharing their life, ideas, thoughts with me? That was one reason but why should she be able to tell their sworn enemy what happened with her mum but not me? Did all the moaning and backstabbing they seemed to say about her mean nothing? The fact they were so easy to welcome her back into their group but shun me out? The fact I trusted her the girl I knew pre-hogwarts to show me, that no, not all girls are bitches but they are nice.
And there goes my trust in my own gender.