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Song: "Forever" by Idina Menzel

We thought it had it all
We thought we'd go unscathed
We thought our love would border on infinity

"I don't want you." The words replayed themselves like a broken record. I felt the hole rip itself open again. I clutched my middle in a desperate attempt to hold it closed. It did no good. The pain washed over me again, but I refused to cry. I refused to be weak.

We thought that we were free
The world would disappear
We left ourselves wide open and we had no fear

I lay in my bed staring straight ahead at my wall, but saw nothing. There was no point to life anymore. All its meaning had left with the Cullens. Unbearable pain ripped through me when I simply thought their name. but I still didn't cry.

But forever came and went
Forever stumbled through
Forever had poor sense of time
and made a mess of me and you

My door opened, and my eyes flicked over to the frame to see who was entering. I was surprised to see both Charlie and Renee standing in my doorway. My mom walked over to my bed and knelt down beside me.

"Bella, honey?" she said. I didn't respond, just stared blankly at her.

"Bella, your father and I agree that it's best for me to take you to Jacksonville," she said in a soft voice. "I think you'll like it there, lots of sun." No! I couldn't go! That was the very last place he would go! I couldn't go anywhere near a place with lots of sun!

Forever had us fooled
We fell for it again
Now time is standing still
Forever

My mom left my side. My eyes flew to Charlie who had begun packing my clothes. Stop! I wanted to tell them to stop packing, but my mouth wouldn't cooperate.
Lying next to you
But you're already gone
Too much has been said
and it can't be undone

"Stop," I said, but it was barely a whisper. They were done packing my pajamas. Now they were moving on to my underwear.

"Stop," I whispered hoarsely again. "Stop."

It's so hard to comprehend
When ashes fade to dust
I touch your water
and the iron turns to dust

"Bella," my mom said. "Please get up. Come on, you'll like it in Jacksonville."

"NO!" I finally screamed. "No! I'm not going!"

"Bella?" my mom asked startled.

So forever came and went
Forever stumbled through
Forever had poor sense of time
And made a mess of me and you
Forever had us fooled
We fell for it again
Now time is standing still
Forever came and went

"You can't make me go! I'm not going!" I screamed. Charlie started packing as fast as he could.

"Bella, honey-" my mom started.

"NO!" I screamed again. "I'M NOT GOING!"

We thought it had it all
We thought we'd go unscathed
We thought our love would border on infinity
Forever was a shame
Stole a little piece of us
To live up to it's name was just really too much

I marched over to the suitcase.

"I'm NOT going!" I screamed, yanking handfuls of clothes out. I threw them to the ground. I wasn't going to Florida. I didn't care what it would take. I wasn't going with my mother.

"Bella," my mom tried to soothe me, but I blocked her out.

"No," I said. Charlie took my mom's hand and led her from my room, leaving me alone again.

Forever came and went
Forever stumbled through
Forever had poor sense of time
And made a mess of me and you
Forever came and went
Forever stumbled through
Forever had poor sense of time
And made a mess of me and you

I grabbed my CDs. I opened them one by one and laid them out on my bed. I picked up my Debussy CD. I looked at my reflection on the CD, then snapped it in half. I grabbed CD after CD and broke them. I never wanted to listen to them again. Ever. When the CDs lay in a pile on my bed, I grabbed my CD player. I threw it on the ground and stomped on it. No point in having a CD player if I didn't have CDs. I threw all my books to the floor and kicked them around.

I collapsed in a heap on my bed and finally let the tears fall.

Forever had us fooled
We fell for it again
Now time is standing still
Forever came and went
Oh I thought we had it all
Oh oh oh I thought we had it all
Every day until the end
You & me, oh.