A.N. Welcome to the sequel of A road, A butterfly, and two hearts. I hope you all enjoy the first chapter.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, end of story.

As always I thank Eden, for her wonderful words of wisdom.

Enjoy

Let it be

When I find myself in times full of pain
I let my monster speak to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

And in my hours of darkness
He whispers to me
"I told you, my dear, undead hearts aren't
meant to beat."

Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be

Let it be

Whispers the truth to me
And set me free

And when, the face
of my love agrees
There is no answer
To the questions I seek

Let it be

And through the pain I feel
She still has no memory
Of me

Whisper the truth to me
And set me free

I'm merely forgotten
My monster whispers to me
"I told you my dear, in real life
There is no happy ending."

Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be.

Just let it be he speaks to me
Let the pain consume you
And you shall be set free

You shall be set free
From the pain you cannot see

Speaking words of wisdom
My monster whispers to me
"This is a tale of tragedy,
Where they kill off prince charming."

Let it be

Let it be

Whisper the truth to me
And set me free

When I find myself lost at sea
I let my monster speak to me
Speaking words of wisdom
He whispers to me

"Let go of your love, my dear,
For she has let go of you."

Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be

Let it be

Whisper lies to me
I don't want to be set free

Whisper lies to me
I don't want
I don't want
To be set free.

"Who are you?"

I am Alice Cullen. A future seeing vampire.

I am Alice Cullen. A vampire that's been alone for too long.

I am Alice Cullen. A vampire that lost control.

I am Alice Cullen.

And I've been forgotten.

I used to believe, that the world was a happy place. A place full of love. Even if my family and I had to hide ourselves, I always believed the earth was a beautiful place.

I was so wrong.

But let me backtrack here a bit, to a time before.

I'm 108 years old, give or take a few years. I'm a vampire, well a vegetarian vampire. Meaning, instead of human blood I drink animal blood. It's a way of living you could
say I was born with. I've never tried human blood and I've never wanted to.

Until I met her. That beautiful, angle I used to call my own..

Okay whoa I'm getting ahead of myself again. Let's go back. So as I was saying, I'm a vampire plain and simple. Yes they are real. No we don't sleep in coffins. Yes we
don't really like the sunlight. No we don't turn into bats. Blah blah blah blah. You get the picture. Supernatural is real, but a lot of the superstitions that are linked to us are is fake.

Alright now back to myself. I live with other vampires, my 'family' we call ourselves. Really we're a coven. We stick together because of our lifestyle choice.

There are seven of us in total.

First I'll start with Carlisle and Esme. Our 'parents' and most of the time they act like it too. Carlisle is the oldest, and he's changed most of us when we were human. He's
the one who started this lifestyle, because he wanted to pursue his life passion. By being a doctor. A vampire doctor. Yes he has more control in his little pinkie than most
vampires have in their entire bodies. Now Esme, she's just a saint. She fit's the role of mother perfectly. She was changed by Carlisle. Together they are mates. Soul mates
some may say.

Next we have Rosalie and Emmet. The loudest couple you will ever hear. Seriously, I'm not joking. It's horrible. My ears actually bleed. Rosalie is the definition of a goddess.
Ok vampires are naturally beautiful, but the beauty just roles off Rose in waves. Now Emmet is the definition of an Iron Man. Vampires have super strength, sure, but Emmet
is stronger than most.

Last, but not least, Jasper and Edward. Now they're not a couple, but they're really close to each other. I'd like to think it's because of they're abilities. You see Edward can
read minds. Whatever you think, he already knows. Jasper can feel emotions and manipulate them to what he wants. The reason I believe these guys are so close is because
both of their talents can never be switched off.

Me? I'm Alice Cullen and I can see the future. But my visions are based on choices. Just think of it like a game of roulette. You get my drift?

Alright now back to the world and why I think it's now shit. I met this girl..

No, I met this angle. Her name is Isabella Swan, but she prefers Bella. It was a fairytale at the beginning that turned into a nightmare in the middle.

And here we are now, left without an ending.

You see, because of my choice to drink animals, the vampire part of me became unstable and hard to control. It grows stronger with each drink as I grow weaker. We didn't
know this, when we decide on this life. We didn't know about the monster under our skin. Maybe if we did, things would have turned out differently.

Maybe she would remember.

You see Bella became my mate, which in turn caused me to become possessive. Destructive. Out of control. I suppose it's all my fault, for not realizing I had, err- have, a
monster racing through my veins.

I'm supposed to see the future after all.

I don't like to remember, what happened that day, or the six months following it. It's a time I learned how fucked up this world really is.

How nothing is ever fair.

All those stories you've heard when you where young is just bullshit. A way for your parents to get you to shut the hell up and go to bed. Fairies aren't real, screw the tooth Fairy.
There's no such thing as a giant bunny that lays giant eggs. And what the hell is up with Santa Claus? Who wants a fat man going down their chimney giving kids presents?

Can anyone say hypocritical?

The whole population is a hypocrite. Don't take candy from strangers, yet we have Halloween. Don't tell lies, yes there is Santa Claus. Please, I mean really? Is the
human population just that stupid?

Okay I'm sorry, I get mad a lot these days. Days I hate to suffer through. Watching my love interact with my family, watching her smile and laugh. Watch her remember them.

And forget me.

This is what I did. I made her forget me. She doesn't know Alice Cullen. She remembers vampires exist, she remembers Edward, she remembers Jasper, and hell she
even remembers Rosalie. The one person who truly despised her. Yet she doesn't remember me. Or what I did.

I wish everyday is that I could just take it all back. Just take it and lock it up in a chest. Then throw that chest into the ocean and watch it sink to the bottom of the sea.

Carlisle says it's best not to tell Bella anything she doesn't remember, just to let her figure it out by herself. That wouldn't be so bad, unless of that one thing…

The chance that she doesn't.

Will she never remember her love for me? The way our lips felt, connected as one. They feeling of us together, holding each other and letting the world drift away.

Our own personal heaven.

It hurts, to remember the past, knowing she doesn't know. That she may never know.

"Who are you?"

I am Alice Cullen and this is my story. A story of how one person can cease to exist in another person's mind. A story of pain and loss. Of hate and love.

A story of my trip down memory lane.

Let's take a trip
Down memory lane
Where the grass is green
And the sky isn't grey

Let's watch the sun
Let's dance in the rain

Let's take a trip
Down memory lane
Where love is found
Upon every passing train

Let's watch the moon
And swing upon the stars

Let's take a trip
Down memory lane
Where pain is lost
And dyeing has no shame

Let's watch the clouds
As they move with the earth

Let's take a trip
Down memory lane
Because a memory is a picture
That holds a thousand words

Words that can not be broken
Words that leave me choking
Words that I'll remember
Even when I leave this place

Let's take a trip
(A trip)
Down memory lane
(Memory lane)

Where the grass is green
And the sky isn't grey.

And my monster whispers to me, " You are nothing, a forgotten memory. Don't waste your time wishing and praying. In the end, it's your heart you'll be breaking."

Speaking words of wisdom.

Let It Be.

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