Yay~ Another Miku and Kaito story~ I didn't think I'd write another one so quick since I'm currently working on my Luka and Gakupo one...anyhoo~

My inspiration for this story was basically a story starter, a dream I once had, and facts. Kaito and Meiko are the seniors so that means they should be put together? Wrong~ So that's where this originated.

Warnings: Character death, yandere personalities. Yeah, I went there.

I remember how it happened. How all the events leading up to this moment in time took place. I could close my eyes and picture it all.

~Flashback~

He was standing there smiling down at me as he ate his favorite flavored ice cream, vanilla. I smiled back up at him with my own leek flavored one melting in my hand. It's not that I didn't want to eat the cone, I just didn't care about the ice cream... I wouldn't miss him smile for anything. His smile was the kind that brought joy and made you want to smile as well. As if it were a disease, and I caught the worst of it.

"Ah-ah! Miku-chan, your ice cream is getting all over your fingers." I loved the way he called me my name. Miku-chan. I replayed his voice over in my head. Such a soft and caring voice... Finally indulging in his worried gaze, I began to lap at the dripping green substance on my fingers. Once it was cleared I smiled up at him.

"Is that better Kaito-san?" He nodded then pet me on the head as if I were a small child. I wasn't, being fourteen at the time, but the gesture meant more to me then it would have a kid.

I loved Kaito. Everything about him caught my attention from the first time I met him back when I was seven. It was right then that I knew I'd love him and only him. As a seven year old, those feelings were confusing. Why did I always crawl into his lap and beg for his attention? Why did I want him to push me on the swings when we went to the park? I couldn't understand. However, as I grew older, I knew what the feelings was...Love.

I was in love with a man five years older than me. Kaito was only 19, but he was legal, and I was not. It was considered a crime for us to even kiss...not that he would anyway. I never told Kaito of my feelings, because when he looked at me, he saw a little sister. When I looked at him, I saw the one I loved. Two different feelings completely.

~A few days later~

"Meiko-chan, what are we having for dinner tonight?" I asked excitedly as I hopped up to her, standing in the kitchen. Meiko had always been an older sister figure for me. She was really admirable beside the fact that she had a alcohol problem. But not everyone can be perfect. Kaito and Meiko were two very important people in my life. Both the same age, and both people whom I looked up to, but for different reasons.

She tapped her finger to her chin in a thinking motion. Hmm...I guess we'll have Udon..." I frowned. Udon was definitely not was I was hoping for. None the less, I didn't argue, thanking her for cooking, and went about my business.

~Couple of months later~

There he was, standing tall as ever smiling as he had finally turned twenty. I was so excited to see the smile on his face as he walked in on his surprise party. He was beaming with happiness. All of his friends and family were standing in his living room waiting for his return home. It was a party that we had planned for a while now.

"I can't believe this you guys, I'm so happy~" He smiled. His younger brother by one year, Akaito, walked over to him.

"Happy birthday Niisan. Let's get you some cake~" And the red-haired brother led him over to the small green table that had been set up to hold cake and presents. Once he blew out the candles and got him a slice of vanilla ice cream cake, he came over and sat by me on the couch.

"Happy birthday Kaito-san." He smiled at me fondly.

"Thanks a lot Miku-chan. It means a lot coming from you." I felt my face heat up and I simply nodding, turning back to stare at the ground.

~A few hours later~

"Good-bye! Thanks again~" Kaito bid his guests fair well as he watched them leave. I stayed back to help Kaito clean up because Akaito was busy studying for exams for college and Meiko had wondered off somewhere.

Talk was fine as we picked up the balloons and confetti and other various objects. That was all fun and fine, but when we had finished and he gave me a hug for the great day, I couldn't help it, words spilled out.

"K-kaito-san! I...I like you!" I felt my mouth almost shout the words at the older man. I didn't know what came over me, but I think my feelings had reached their boiling point and spilled over.

He blinked at me for a few moments then smiled down at me sadly. He patted me on the head the way I always loved and he said those words. "No you don't."

It was my turn to blink up at him. "W-what are you saying? O-of course I do! I know my own feelings."

He bent down a little so he was eye level with me, that somber smile still plastered on his face. "No you don't Miku-chan. Your confusing like for admiration. We have a five year age difference. You'll be turning fifteen soon, it's time you start thinking about your future."

I was taken aback. I didn't expect that as a reply. I suddenly felt angry. "I am thinking about my future! I like you Kaito, I have ever since I was little... I do..."

He just shook his head and turned away. "I'm sorry, but I cannot return your feelings." Even though he spoke such sad words, I saw that one small tear that fell down his cheek and wondered why he had rejected me.

~End Flashback.~

I was now sixteen and Kaito was 21. After that, I didn't talk to Kaito as much as I use to. I didn't follow him like a lost puppy or offer to go anywhere. It was as if our relationship that was building for ten years had all come crashing down, but that didn't stop me from loving him. True to my word I still did, and even after those three words that came from Meiko-chan's mouth made my whole world feel as if it was crashing down, I still loved him.

Meiko was standing in front of me with Kaito by her side. She had a big smile on her face and said she had important news. It was then that I knew, and she uttered the phrase. "We're getting married!" She exclaimed and latched onto Kaito's arm. The worst part wasn't that I felt like I was being betrayed by my sister, or that my heart had just shattered into a million pieces...what made the feelings unbearable, was that Kaito wouldn't even look at me.

Poor Miku-chan...I have actually had this planned out for a while but didn't like how I originally started it. I couldn't figure out how far back I should go before they announced getting married, so I just did a series of flashbacks instead. More will be up and I hoped you enjoyed.

This was actually a lot longer than I planned. This is the second time the phrase "If you have writers block, then to get rid of it, just write." has applied to me...