Entry number 5

Dear diary

Today was an interesting day. Neither good nor bad, just intersting.

Again, I sat by M' Kayla in the front of the class. Today, she wore a Romulan tunic and what I beleive to be called "skinny Jeans". I do not know why they are called this,as I have seen the morbidly obese wear them but that is beside the point.

I looked behind me, seeing the usual array of students, all human except for M' Kayla. Wesley was in the far right corner of the back. He was distracted by a game when I watched him. He was so absorbed in it, like how he is on the ship. Like every move was life-or-death. It was so...

I am out of words for it. It seems odd, as I have 4 million of them in my brain.

M' Kayla saw me staring. She put her head in her chin and said "Lal, you have the hots for Crusher big time."

She looked at me with an odd combination of sympathy and humor.

"If you mean that I have romantic feelings for him, then yes. I am going to tell him about these feelings, too."

She looked as though she were unsure how to respond.

"Furthermore-"

"Lal. Just go tell him. be done with this as soon as you can."

I was unsure how to respond. Was she implying sarcasm? I still fail to comprehend that matter.

None the less, I took her advice.

When I got out of my seat, a series of peculiar things happened to me.

First, it seemed though Wesley's desk was hundreds of meters away. I felt as though I was walking through a wormhole.

When I finally got to Wesley's desk, the strangest thing happened to me.

It is impossible to describewhat happened next. I opened up my mouth, intending words to come out displating my feelings toward Wesley, but then the most peculiar thought occured to me

"What do I say"

I froze. He and his friends stared at me. I got nervous. I panicked. I giggled

Yes diary, I too am unsure why I did it.

Then I did the most stereotypicaly "girly" thing you could imagine.

I ran back too my desk, humiliated.

M' Kayla was laughing like a fool

"Ah, turned down by a guy, I see."

"I-do not understand what happened to me"

"It's gonna happen, prep. I've had butterflies.

"When?"

"In front of the Romulan High counciiiiwait a second."

She glared at me.

"Lal. I'm not going to tell you ANY MORE about why I'm not on Romulus"

"where I should be" she muttered to herself