As the darkness close in around you, all I can think is, how? How could I let this happen? How could I let is get this far? How could I not stop you, the way you stopped me?
I've known of your secret for some time now. Like when you barely said a word to me, and shut yourself in the bathroom...I knew what you were doing. I've seen the scars. The wide X's all over your body. The words carved into the flesh...the patterns. It hurts me that you hurt my sweet one. I knew...and yet I was powerless to make you stop.
Maybe you knew that I knew about you and your pain addiction. Maybe you wanted me to intervene...but somehow I don't see it that way.
How could you leave me like this my sweet one? I loved you...
Still love you.
Even after you've been covered in death's dark veil.
I tried to be there for you. I tried to get you to talk to me. To open up. All I've ever wanted to do was be there for you. But you relied on yourself...not me. Never me. I tried as much as I could to get you to stop. I begged you to stop...you only did it more. Was it simply out of spite? Or was it because I was pushing you? It has to have been the latter, because...you just aren't like that. I know how hard it is to stop. I was going to be there for you, like you were there for me. I only stopped because I was with you. Because you made me happy. Because I loved you...
Still love you.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me. Now, I'm left with your memory. Your beautiful memory. You're my best memory. Forever.
I hold you limp body in my arms as my hot tears roll down my face. They land on your cheek. I wipe them away. Not even tears bother you now. I know this. I hope you don't get angry with me, but I cannot bare to live here in this hell without you as my shelter from the storm.
I will join you soon my love. You can't come back to me so I will come to you. Hold on Harry...your Draco is following behind you into the darkness.
I Still Love You.
Fin!