Even though I loved you I can't believe I fell for it
All the lies you told me I actually believed them
All the promises you made to be forever forgotten
Because unlike you said I know now they will be unfulfilled…
Once I said never lie to me and instead you promised you would always love me
Then I asked you to tell me what you meant
Why had you promised to love me instead?
And then you lied to me all over again
When I saw you with him
You wanted to love him?!
Why him?
I gave you everything you ever wanted
And spent all my time with you
I still can't believe you said a thousand I love you's
The first day I met you I fell in love
Then one month later we were happily together
We did everything together
Then that one faithful night you said those words for the very first time
I actually believed your delicious lips
And then I fell for it
I was deep in the kiss
Deep into the abyss of lies
Now I'm trying to get away from it
I can't believe you
I can't trust you what can I do
'What? What?' I asked myself
Then once again you said I love you
I fell even deeper into my thoughts thinking, analyzing
Where I went wrong,
Now I know now I see and now behold what the truth is
For it lies right in front of me
It all started when I first fell in love with you
And believed your every word
I now promise and must teach myself to never love again
To ignore emotions is much easier than withstanding the pain and punishment
But to this day I ask myself
Why would you do this?
Why lie and cheat and create deceit?
I can't believe you would do this
I can't believe I fell in love with you…