So hopefully, you have all read The Problem of His Alone, or Panting at least. If not you should... Pretty pretty please. Sorry this took so long all of my faithful readers. I hope you enjoy this Sequel!
Chapter 1: Return
It's been three years since Naruto went to college. I haven't seen him in all that time. He writes me letters but that's it. It's been lonely and depressing since he left me. Said he wanted to make an even break... yeah right. There's no such thing.
"Oi! Uchiha, you ready to record that song?" The producer asked. I looked at him and nodded with an annoyed huff before going into the recording room with my band. We started to play at the signal.
"I'm still alive, but I'm barely breathing. Just praying to a god that I don't believe in. 'Cuz I got time while she got freedom. 'Cuz when a heart breaks, no it don't break even. Her best days will be some of my worst. Found a man in a band that's gonna put her first. While I'm wide awake, she's got no trouble sleepin'. 'Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even. Even, no. what am I supposed to do when the best part of being alive was you? What am I supposed to say when I'm choked up and you're okay? I'm falling to pieces, yeah. I'm falling to pieces." I sang. I held my emotions in check, keeping them beneath the surface where none can see.
"They say bad things happen for a reason. But no wise word's gonna stop the bleeding. Cuz she's moved on while I'm still grieving. And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, eve, oh. And what am I gonna do when the best part of being in love was you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay? I'm falling to pieces, yeah. I'm falling to pieces, yeah. I'm falling to pieces."
"I'm still alive while the other one's leaving." Suigetsu sang in the background. "Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even."
I miss him so much. Every night I break down and I can't live another night. Now I have definitely been reduced to anti-depressants. I live all alone in that big house with my thoughts to myself. I've become detached from life and my emotions. Everyone says I'm just a robot. I feel like I'm barely living. (Think, Bella when Edward left in New Moon.)
"Oh, you've got his heart and my heart and none of the pain. You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains, ooohhh, Cuz you left me with no heart and no love to my naaameeee!" I took a quick breath. "I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing...just praying to a god that I don't believe in. Cuz I got time while she got freedom. Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break eveeeen no. What am I gonna do when the best part of me was ALWAYS you? And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up cuz you're okay? I'm falling to pieces, yeah. I'm falling to pieces, yeah. I'm falling to pieces."
"I'm still alive while the other one's leaving. Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even."
We wrapped up the song and I rushed from the building to my car, hyperventilating. I sat inside and laid my head on the steering wheel. "Naruto... Naruto Naruto Naruto..." I whispered. I opened my sun visor and stared at the picture of him there. He was smiling and happy with his arms thrown around my neck, my beautiful sixteen-year-old otouto that loved me so much. What happened in the two years we were dating? Why did he want to leave me so bad?
"Sasuke!" Suigetsu shouted at my door. I looked at him. "You alright man? We're not done yet. The old man's getting annoyed." He pointed out.
"Just a sec." I took a deep breath. This is my life now. Constantly having to readjust my mental wall to keep from breaking down. I got out and went back. I stepped in. "No More. Alright guys?" They nodded and we started.
"Give me a reason to stay here... Cuz I don't wanna live in fear. I can't stop the rain. But I can stop the tears. Oh I can fight the fire but I can't fight the fear." I sang. "No more! I just can't live here! No More! I can't take it, can't take it no more! What do we stand for? When we all live in fear." My throat was scratching. "Give me a reason to believe. Cuz you don't wanna see me leave. I can't stop the rain but I can stop the tears. Oh I can fight the fire but I can't fight the fear. No more, oh I just can't live here. No more, I can't take it, can't take it. No more, what do we stand for, when we all live in fear?"
I took a breather to let the instrumental go. "No more, oh I just can't live here. No more, I can't take it, can't take it. No more, what do we stand for, when we all live in fear?" I stopped and the music died down.
"Another amazing one guys. Should we just take five and let you all rest?" The producer asked. I nodded and we just sat in the recording room.
"So what song is going up into video today?" Karin asked. She looked at the script sheet. "My world?" I nodded.
"I thought it was fitting. The director wants to do it as me singing about you and Suigetsu being together. I don't like the idea very much but whatever. I'll only bitch if you guys want me to." I told them. They shrugged.
"It's just a damn video. Let them think what they wanna think. We know what's really going on." Juugo said with indifference, though he was holding Suigetsu's hand possessively. I nodded and closed my eyes. I keep thinking back n two weeks ago when I got into this really big bar fight. It was... thrilling. I shook my head quickly and dropped those thoughts.
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Another day done, another night to return to my empty house and collapse on my couch to watch five hours of happy days reruns. God, I'm such a loser. I laid down with my feet hanging over the foot rest. I never really realized how damn small this couch was until I found out I was six foot five and five inches of my leg hangs off the edge. Damn this couch.
"No happy days tonight? Damn... then I'll just watch paper view." I flipped through my free movies until I saw Triangle on there. "Might as well. New movie. I like scary." I mumbled sleepily before turning on the movie.
"It's about time you got home Nii-san." A voice drew my attention. I looked over to the hallway and there stood Naruto in just a towel. He looked much like he did when he left. He's hardly grown and inch, still five seven probably. The only thing that seemed different was the paleness of his skin and the bruises on his upper arms and ankles. I growled.
"Naruto..." I whispered, sitting up. If this was a dream, I was really going to chew him out for making me suffer like this.
"You're angry. I was afraid of that. Listen, just let it out. I know how you are. If you keep bottling this up... it's only going to hurt you in the end." He closed his eyes as if he was waiting for me to hit him or something. "Aren't ya gonna yell? I'm giving you permission." He sounded snotty and annoyed. Now that really pissed me off.
"What... the... HELL!" I exploded. "Three years and all I get are a few fucking letters? You made sure to be gone every time I came to visit! Why wouldn't you talk to me? And then you do come back and I get this SHIT! ORDERING ME AROUND? WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO BITCHY? YOU AREN'T THE ONE WHO'S BEEN SPIRALLING IN DEPRESSION! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL YOU LITTLE BASTARD!" I shouted. I punched the wall hard and put a hole through it. He came over. He was up to my chin.
"YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO'S HAD IT ROUGH? YOU SON OF A BITCH, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH SINCE STARTING COLLEGE? DO KNOW HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS FOR ME TO SIT IN THERE AND LISTEN TO AL THOSE PEOPLE AND THEN HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS? YOU PISS ME OFF SO FUCKING BAD YOU OLD BASTARD, IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU ISN'T YOU THIRTY-YEAR-OLD DECREPIT FUCKER!" Naruto screamed right back. Damn, did he have a set of lungs on him.
"I'M ONLY TWENTY-EIGHT USURATONKACHI!" I snarled. We stopped for a moment, staring at each other, glaring with a large wall of anger and hatred between us.
I'm not sure who moved first, my desperate self or his angry bratty ass, but the next thing I knew was that we were captured in the most passionate lip-lock ever. My hands were trying to rip the towel from his waist while he was frantically ripping open my shirt so he could run his hands down my chest before playing with my belt.
"Hurry up brat." I growled, grinding against his bare erection. He shivered and bit my lip in annoyance before he got the belt off and pushed me back towards the couch harshly. I tripped and fell on it, glaring at him half-heartedly as he pulled my pants and boxers off. His hands explored my whole body harshly for a moment before he climbed over me.
"I've waited too long Teme-Nii-san. Fuck me." he whispered in my ear. I groaned and spit on my hand. I was reaching for his rear but paused. Something was terribly wrong here.
"Naruto..." I whispered. He looked at me glaring. "Where the hell did you get those bruises?" I demanded, licking his bruised shoulder. He shivered.
"Boys at school. They're like that Nii-san." He mumbled. I looked at his ankles. "The same." He said quickly.
I ran my finger gently over the aw skin around his ass. "And this?" I growled possessively.
"Nii-san... it doesn't matter." he said in a quivering voice.
"It doesn't...?" My eyes widened. "WHAT DID THEY DO?" I shouted. He flinched. I flipped him over and looked at his backside. I pried it open just a little and looked in and around. It wasn't... raw really... more like... red... abused...
"Nii-san... it wasn't them Nii-san..." He said quietly. "I was hoping you wouldn't notice..." he was shaking.
"What happened Naruto?" I took him into a comforting embrace. How could I have been so blinded to have not realized he was suffering? "Tell your Nii-san." I ordered softly, flipping him in my embrace.
"Nii-san..." he was so child-like again. His eyes were big and watery. What put that childish innocence in him again? What brought him crying to his Nii-san? "I need you... I feel so dirty..." he was sniffling, pulling my shoulder down for a sweet tender kiss full of love. I kissed back slowly before pulling away. "I wanted to be completely pure for Nii-san but... he took that away... The only way he'd raise my grade was if I... I..." I snarled, understanding where this was going.
"Your teacher took advantage of you?" I growled. He nodded and sobbed slightly.
"It hurt Nii-san... he wasn't nice at all... he wasn't nice at it like you... but I couldn't just come back to you to make me feel better... I was so mean to Nii-san... to hurt him like that... I don't deserve to be held so sweetly like this..." his face was deep inside my neck and he was shivering and sniffling and sobbing. I calmly stood and carried him to my bed. I laid down and just held him close to my body until he calmed into a deep sleep. I played with his hair.
I took up my cell phone and called Itachi. "Hey Aniki... I need you to find out some stuff about some of the teacher and students at KIT." I said calmly.
"Should I ask what this' about?" He asked calmly. I frowned and thought it over.
"If something happens to me... promise me you'll keep an eye on Naruto for me? At least until I get out of jail." I said. He chuckled darkly.
"No don't do anything I wouldn't do Sasuke." I laughed.
"Kakashi told me the same thing once." I admitted.
"And what did you tell him?" I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"The real question is what wouldn't you do?" I asked. He laughed unexpectedly before he hung up. I looked down at Naruto and felt the growl tear from my throat. "They won't get away with this baby." I hissed, my vision swam in red for a moment.
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So, that was the first chapter of the sequel you all hungered for! How was it? Does it seem like it's going to live up to the reputation of its predecessor? I was going to bring Naruto in a couple chapters later but then I got this idea. If it sucks so far then just let me know and I'll rewrite.
Ja ne!