Harry has accepted the fact that his godfather is gone.

But he also has changed a lot since the start of summer holiday's.

A/N: I had to repost the story. It was completely..... Anyway, hope you'll like it.

I thank Kagome361224 for informing me on the missing chapters.

Realising The Dark

Harry lay in his bed thinking of everything that had happened to him that was considered dark by everyone. 'Being dark was, or is, defined as someone who do not really care about others. If you do not care you will be sure to be taken for a criminal, murderer or thief does not matter. Lord Voldemort. The darkest of them all. He is not really dark. He cares. He cares whether you die or not, hurt or not. So being dark is just someone who had bad parents or guardians. So Tom was made dark by his guardians. The adults at the orphanage and the proffessors at Hogwarts. The proffessors is only guilty if they saw what was happening and did nothing to prevent it, while the adults at the orphanage are guilty whether they see it or not. Tom grew up there.' Harry's thoughts were cut short by someone knocking on the door.

"Come in." Harry said, no emotion being heard in his voice. Still the voice was not cold. He just did not care. He lifted his head as the person who knocked entered.

"Hello Harry." Remus said.

"Hello." Harry said as lay down his head again staring at the celing.

"How's it going?"

"Good. You? Are you coping with Sirius passing?" Remus was startled by the lack of emotions in Harry's face and voice as he mentioned Sirius. He himself would brake down and cry if he only was alone so that no one could hear him.

"I'm feeling good under sercumstances."

"Good."

"Don't you want to know why I am here?"

"To bring me to the HQ. By the way have you managed to get the painting of mrs Black of the wall?" Harry turned to Remus so that they could have eye contact. The eye contact only held so long as for Remus to realise that Harry would not show any emotion. 'Harry really took this hard. You could always see his emotions from his eyes, now they were lifeless.

"Accually, we're not going to the HQ. And as to whether or not mrs Black's painting is still hanging, I don't know. I havn't been there since." He had to stop there if he didn't want to break down in front of Harry. As he glanced at Harry he saw that he had taken as much notice of this as if he had told Harry that he was. What?

"Then were are we going? There's nowhere else I could go are there?" 'Oh, Merlin's beard, he really believe that.' Some of his surprise showed on his face, even though he tried to hide it from Harry. But Harry did not say or do anything to show that he had noticed.

"You're going to Hogwarts."

"No I'm not. Until the first of September that is." An intense silence followed. Broken only by the voices in the kitchen downstairs, the traffic and wind outside.

"Dumbledore is letting you go from your relatives now." Remus said kindly.

"Dumbledore is letting me? I could have walked out from here whenever I wanted, but I stayed. You know why?" Remus shook his head slowly, 'I wanted some kind of emotion but this was not what I wanted.' Harry radiated power. He was tense and only showed emotions with his face and body, his eyes not changing.

"Here, atleast, I get some respect. So what that it was becaus you Moody and the rest gave it to me by threatening them. I still don't want to live with any of you. I'm just a tool for you, aren't I? A tool that doen't know how to do what it is supposed to, being kept in the dark." Harry relaxed and stared at the celing. He looked as if nothing had happened, nothing out of the ordinary, anyway. 'He can't be serious about this. We've tried to protect him. Told him enough of what was happening in the Order. What is this about a tool anyway?'

"You're not a tool, Harry. We love you. We all do." To his surprise Harry started giggling. "What's so funny?"

"You really don't know what the Order is about now, do you? And to say that you love me, in that voice. Supressed anger doesn't get you anywhere." He stopped snickering and stared at the celing again. "Hope you've seen enough emotions now. I wont play anymore. You might as well leave." Remus was taken aback at the emotionless voice, it was cold. Too cold.

"What do you know about the Order? And what playing?" but he might as well have been talking to the wall. 'He is seriously fucked up now. He has taken it even worse than I have.'

"Why don't you answere me, Harry?" 'Just like talking to a wall.' "You know you can count on me. And the Order if there is anything you want." He moved to close the door as he moved out of Harry's room.

"I can count on you and the Order can I? Anything. How about getting Dumbledore here. I'd like to have a talk to him now. It won't take longer than our talk. Bye, Lupin."

"Good bye, Harry." Remus then closed the door and walked downstairs to talk to the headmaster of Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry, who was waiting for Harry and Remus to come down so that they could go. 'What is taking them so long. Harry should have jumped at the realisation that he need not to stay here any longer. Maby the Dursley's told the truth. Harry might not want to, or as mr Dursley told them; "He wouldn't care if the whole house bruned down. He wouldn't move, probably expecting the fire to stop when it came to him." I sure hope it is nothing like that. He and Remus just want to talk. That's it. Talk.'

"Remus." Dumbledore's twinkle in the eyes faltering as he saw that Remus came alone. "Where's Harry?" 'He is so sad. Remus should take a rest.'

"He want to talk to you proffessor. He showes no emotion."

"Maby he's mastered Occlumency."

"I don't think that's it, sir. You should probably go up to him."

"Yes, of course." Dumbledore moved up the stairway, Remus two steps behind him. As they opened the door to Harry's room they heard something crashing inside. Dumbledore was inside, wand at ready, with Remus only two steps behind. They both sighed and put their wands away when they saw that it was only Hedwig who had made a glass break.

"I didn't hear a knock. It's very impolite not to knock." Harry said as he relieved Hedwig of her burden. Three letters, one of which was the Hogwarts school letter.

"Harry. You wanted to talk." Dumbledore said, twinkle in his eyes. For as long as Harry stood with his back to him. When Harry turned Dumbledore's twinkle faltered and was gone. For he saw his soulless eyes and emotionless but powerful body. 'Either he has mastered it or. I don't even want to think about it.'

"I still haven't heard a knock." He looked Dumbledore straight in the eyes, leaning on his desk. Remus was devastated by the way Harry adressed the most powerful wizard alive.

"Harry. That is." He was cut short when Harry snapped at him.

"I thought I said that we were not to talk anymore. Out. Or do you want me to force you? I believe I can do it now. How many days are there to full moon? Two, three?" Harry looked at him coldly. 'Who does he think he is? That is now way to talk to.' When Remus didn't show any signs of moving Harry said,

"So much for your word. I thought that you would help me with anything." Harry turned again, feeding Hedwig.

"Harry I do hold my word. You really should hold your manners. We're here to help you." To both Dumbledore's and Remus's surprise, though not so much the later, Harry started laughing. And a cold laugh it was.

"Help me? By helping me you help yourselves. You should go now." Harry said calmly. "Before I make you!" He hissed as he turned. He looked completely murderous. Remus and Dumbledore made for the door.

"I still want to talk to you, Dumbledore." Dumbledore nodded to Remus and turned again to see a fully composed teenager. When Remus had closed the door Harry started.

"Put a privacy charm on the room. Remus has better hearing now when it is closer to full moon." Dumbledore took out his wand and muttering something under his breath.

"How are you doing Harry?"

"What have you on Voldemort and his cronies?" Dumbledore's smile ran of his face as water.

"That's nothing you need to worry about." Harry showed no emotion. Dumbledore had noted that he did not feel any emotions from the teen even when he had freaked out. 'Not even Tom can do that.'

"Nothing I need to worry about." he said silently, as for himself. "I'll tell you what I need to worry about and not. I want to know what your minons are doing to hold me safe until I'm ready to meet Voldemort." They looked eye's and stood there some time before Dudmbledore turned down his gaze. Harry had a satisfied smile on his face. A smile not meeting his eyes.

"They are not my minons Harry. You should."

"What should i know? You can't handle that someone is more powerful than you. Not now, when you've gotten used to it. You saw potetial in Tom and so you did nothing for him. You probably thought you could kill him when he reached the darkness. And now you can't. He does fear you. He does, you know that. But your hatred for him being as strong, soon stronger, is stronger than any emotion you've ever feeled. You hope I'll kill Voldemort and get killed at the same time. Two flies in the same blow. How nice." Harry sneered at the Headmaster, who was having a hard time holding his emotions under control.

"You, if any, should know that Tom tell lies. Things he believes to be true, but lies none the less." Harry felt the enregy radiating from Dumbledore and smiled.

"Kill me then." He said, holding out his hands making a cross. "End your troubles. Niether can live while the other survives." He then fell to the floor laughing his head of. Dumbledore, who was taken aback to say the least, just stared at the teenager that radiated so much energy and power when he showed any strong emotion. He felt fear for the first time since he was battling Grindelwald. 'He is to powerful. If he has enought knowledge when he duels Tom next time. Tom won't live if Harry desides to kill him. I have to hold him back some how.' He hadn't noticed that the laughter had ended and that Harry stood wathing him with an amused smile.

"Lets go then. Hogwarts is as bad a place as any. I trust I don't have to pack myself as you are allowed to use magic outside of Hogwarts." Harry said with a laugh. "And I hope Remus had a good time listening." he said. Dumbledore looked at Harry for a few seconds and then packed Harry's stuff with a wave of his wand.

Remus on the other hand had furrowed his brow. Trying to figure out how Harry knew he was listening. He was brought back as Dumbledore and Harry came down and told him that they were leaving now.

Dumbledore made a portkey to Hogwarts and off they went.

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