I needed some inspiration so I did a few one-shots. I think I might do more to this in the future but, HERE YA GO! Song by JoJo- Boy Without A Heart :)

After graduating from highschool and awakening myself, I realized that I wanted to be a singer. I wanted to be in that spotlight. Letting go of my tomboy roots and the hatred I held with myself for so long. After letting it go, I fell for Butch. It took some time for us to put things in the past and look toward out future. I think I've completely moved on from our past, but there's something in Butch that tells me differently. Some days I feel that there's no love there. Nothing but that past.. I see it everyday because he's on tour with me, but I don't know. At this point in our relatioship, I feel that I can tell him anything but this is something different. This could change the whole game. I don't want to be without him, but he continues to treat me like this...Than I feel that he doesn't deserve me. I've tried countless times to get through to him but he acts as if I'm obserd and don't see anything wrong. But I do and I want thiings to change or...I'll leave.

"Ok, BC you're on in 5" My stage manager was informing me. I was pacing backstage trying to get my vocals in line. Yes this is a concert and i think that this is the best way to tell Butch how I feel. The fans at this point didn't bother me. Their screams and chants do nothing but excite me and encourage me. Giving me the strengh to tell him. I'm just worried about his response. I stopp pacing once I get a signal for me to walk onstage. I take a deep breath and exhale as I move towards the center of the stage. As I walk toward the stage, the cries and screams of excitment make me smile.

"MIAMI!" The crowd goes wild. "I love it here, the beach, the sun and the hot boys..." More excitement coming from the crowd. " I can't talk, because there IS someone special in my life but I just think he doesn't realize what he has. He better realize before it's no longer there... Isn't that right ladies!" I signal the band to start playing, "Babe, this is for you" I slowly breath in and out preparing...

I love a boy without a heart.

I'm but a string on his guitar.

He would never know that I'm in pain.

Waiting for a song that he can't play.

I was confident the night we met,The moment was strong.

Like a piece of bubblegum, sweet at first but it don't last long.

Now that I'm filled with insecurities, It's time to spit you out.

I searched the crowd with hopes of finding Butch...

'Cause you, you'll never change.

The games that you play, It's just who you are.

And I have to believe, It's you and not me.

The boy without a heart.

Yaaaaaayyyyaaaayyy.

After the first chorus, I FINALLY found his forrest green eyes in the swimming crowd. I looked directly in his eyes and sang directly to him.

I love a boy who doesn't feel.

Believes what he says until it's real.

All that I want, you can be.

But you can not pretend that long for me.

I was beautiful the day we met.

But now I'm not so sure.

Awkward and alone you, You don't make me feel sexy anymore.

I'm snapping myself out of it, I gotta close this door.

As I sing I feel the words really starting to sink in...

'Cause you, you'll never change.

The games that you play, It's just who you are.

And I have to believe, It's you and not me.

The boy without a, the boy without a,The boy without a heart.

I am so into these words right now, I feel something in me. Another verse that I felt in me, the band did not expect it BUT that's what live performances are all about. Eventually the band caught my drift and my back-up singers knew exactly what was going on.

Oooooooo
I just like to think that I,

Deserve a nice respectable guy,

so why am I here at your door?

If I was sane, I'd take my crazy behind, And get back in my BMW.

'Cause I'm a self-made woman, and someone's gonna treat me better than you do .

I just needa, I just need ta calm down.

I left myself go on that one but I don't regret it. My fans feel what's going through me, I sense it in their engery but I wonder does Butch understand? I was completely out of breath , luckily my back-up singers knew where to step in. I filled in some parts but I was getting too into it, I needed to pull back. Letting everything go, wasting too much energy on one song, that's a bad idea...

'Cause you, you'll never change.

The games that you play, It's just who you are.

And I, have to believe, It's you and not me.

The boy without a heart, the boy without a, the boy without a heart

'Cause you, you'll never change.

The games that you play, It's just who you are.

And I, have to believe ,It's you and not me.

The boy without a heart.

After a while I felt like the crowd hated it, because I didn't get a response. I placed the mic back on the stand and looked up at them and they went crazy. I smiled thinking 'Great way to start the show, BC'...

"I want to thank each and every one of you tonight for coming out. You were the best crowd, I LOVE YOU MIAMI!" I gave a quick wave before walking backstage and instantly people are reaching for me. Some to pull away my mic, some for interviews, some for other things but i just kept walking. That's when I saw him. Butch was leaning against the wall, watching me. I couldn't read the expression on his face, that troubled me. I stopped and took in a deep breath, preparing myself for something deep and unknown. I stride towards him. "What did you think of the show?"

"Overall? One of your best. One flaw? The beginning. I don't know that direct hit towards me seemed off. I didn't know you felt like that and if you did then that definately was NOT the way to do it. Pubically? Really? Do you know what the press is gonna do with that performance?" I starred at Butch in disbelief. He was more worried about what other people had to say about our realtionship then what i had to.

"Did you listen to the words of the song, Butch? "

"Yeah i heard, you were looking directly at me, How could I not hear?"

"Obviously you didn't" I noticed everyone on set had their eyes on us so I had to wrap this up. "So let me sum everything up for you. Either you get yourself together and treat me right. Or there is no more us' With that I walked away, leaving Butch standing there dumb-founded.

I went on to do interviews, sign and take a few pictures for my fans but at the end of the day i have to get back on my tour bus with Butch. Thankfully Miami was my last stop, so I'm on my way home. I was so exhausted I just got on the bus and went straight for the couch. Walking straight past Butch, only because I had nothing to say to him. I said all I had to say, hell, I even wrote him a freakin song! I'm tired of talking to him, I want actions. I want change from him.. I lay there on the couch with my hat covering my eyes and a water bottle dangling in my hands. I knew I was a heartbeat away from sleep, but when Butch asked me the most idotic question, I quickly perked up. "Do you want to break-up?". I just starred at him. He looked as if he has been thinking about this since our last conversation, I knew this was taking a toll on him. Just...why does he not get it..

"Butch, I don't wanna talk about this right now. I just did a show, interviews and stuff. All i want to do is rest.."

"How can you rest when our realationship is on the line?'

"Oh now you give a damn about our realationship? I have been telling you that YOU have changed. You don't treat me the same Butch. YOU CHANGED NOT ME. I miss the old you. The Butch that would give me a massage after a big show or do anything in his power to make me smile when something wasn't going right with the stage. The guys that was always there to support me. He's gone. I want him back. I've been trying and trying to bring him back. That song tonight was my LAST attempt to bring him back, is he coming back?" Butch's head fell into his hands and he let out a grunt and went to the room in the back of the bus. I laid back down on the couch. 'Guess I'm not sleeping in my bed tonight...'