Bitter Fate
By: Sailor_Heart sailorheart@msn.com

Chapter 1

"We live as we dream, alone"

Little Useless Note: This is a side story to the whole Fate series. It will be no more than three chapters. This mostly tell how Usagi is doing living without Vegeta. All reviews are welcome!

Usagi

"You are now, man and wife. Mr. Chiba, you may now kiss the bride" the priest said and it felt like the whole universe cheered. Darien smiles at me so lovingly. I smile back with guilt. My wedding day, but my heart and mind are far away.
"I knew this day would happened sooner or later!" my wonderful childhood friend Molly hugged me, crushing the flowers we are both holding. "You and Darien are just perfect! It's fate I tell you!"
I held back my tears. I have only about five years left to spend with her till I have to leave her. She can't see how Darien, the other scouts and I haven't age.
I threw my bonnet to the five bridesmaids. Ami reached for it but stood there quietly. Lita, the tallest, made herself even taller. Mina looks like she'll kill anyone who goes near it and I did my best to keep it from Rei. The bonnet gracefully landed in Molly's arms as if it belongs there. Mina looks like she wants to rip it from Molly's hand. Molly blushed and smiled at Melvin. They were in love since the beginning, true love...
I felt a twist in my chest. Why am I jealous? I am marrying the man of my dreams...

"Darien, stop honey. You already had too much to drink" I said and took away the drink he poured himself again. He smiled at me and his eyes wouldn't focus. I suddenly felt sad... And old. Though I am only 24 years old I felt like I've lived a long time...
"Our honey moon! Come on Meatball head, I'll carry you to our bedro-" before he finished, he fell face flat on the floor on the grand hotel. I sighed. Looks like the bride will have to carry the groom to the bedroom.

So my wedding night was just sleeping next to a drunk man who passed out. I look at this man. He is my childhood lover and now we are married just as we were destined to be. But this doesn't make me happy. I fell asleep dreaming of that magical night when HE made me a woman.

I woke up staring at Darien's grinning face.
"Wow" he said. His eyes traveled down my body making me feel uncomfortable. I frowned at him. "It must have been great huh meatball head? Gosh. You can really wore a guy out! To think! It was only your first time!"
I look at him dumbly.
He stopped laughing and smiles at me warmly. "Even though I don't remember a thing, I knew it was good"
Oh moon goddess! Did he think we already sealed our marriage?
I could feel the anger threatening to explode. Should I shout out the truth that he passed out yesterday? I kept my mouth shut.
"Yes it was great" I said simply.
He looks at me concerned. "I didn't hurt you too badly right? I heard how it hurts for the girl on their first time"
"I'm a bit sore down there and yes, it did hurt but I'll get over it" I said remembering the feeling of my first time.
"Hey..." he looks at bed sheets. "It's clean... How-"
"You fell asleep quickly but I didn't think the thought of sleeping in our um.. You know... And my blood so I changed the sheet" I said quickly.
He nodded and smiled. He kissed me and drew me closer to him.
"I love you" he whispered. I cried. Darien took my tears for happiness. How wrong was he...
I wish I love him more. I wish I could stop thinking of someone else. Oh how I wish for so many things...

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Molly got married three years after mine. She had it at a small church with me as her best bridesmaids and Darien as her best man. I've never seen her look so beautiful as she did dress in white walking down the ale. And Melvin, without those crazy glasses he does look handsome.
As the minister read from the bible, I noticed Molly's smile turned suddenly soft and innocent. Her eyes slowly went out of focus on Melvin's face and she looks like she thinking of something, or someone, from long ago.

"Meatball head I'm home!" Darien cried from the living room. I wiped my hands and quickly cleaned off the mess I made trying to cook our dinner. It took eight hours but I managed on the 6th try not to burn the roast beef and manage not to make the mash potatoes bitter. It looked beautiful and I was very proud of myself for when I was a teenager I couldn't even boil water. Darien would be so proud-
"Oh and meatball head? You can some out of the kitchen and leave the mess! I know you can't cook!" I heard him put something down. "So I ordered Chinese food!"
I try not be angry. So I threw what I made in the trash. I just wish Darien would have more faith in me.
"Hey Meatball head!" he cried while setting up the table. That nickname is really starting to bug me. "I've already bought a house in South Africa for us and we can stay here for another two years than it's goodbye till the next millennium till we are King and Queen. Oh and Molly left a message for you!"

"Molly? Did you wanted to see me?" I said. As soon as I got her message I went to her apartment as soon as I could. Perhaps something happened on her marriage night. Maybe Melvin wasn't so gentle or-
"Oh Serena!" Molly threw her arms around me and bawled. She sobbed till she shook.
"Shh it's ok" I assured her. "What's wrong? Is everything ok? Is Melvin here?"
"N- No" Molly pealed herself off me and sat on the sofa. I sat next to her handing her a tissue. "He went to work. Oh God Serena... You are the only person I felt I could tell this to but... You will be the last person on earth to understand!"
"Try me" I said calmly.
She took a deep breath. "Last night, on our wedding day... Oh Serena! I am in love with Melvin! Really I am! I was so happy to be married to him and I am willing to spend the rest of my life by his side. But... On our wedding night... When we lay under the covers and he touched me..." her eyes got misty and tears threatened to fall. "My mind was on..."
I held my breath and lend forward just in time to heat her whisper, "Him"
"Nephrite" I said dully. Oh Molly, if you only knew how much I do understand.
"Oh Serena! Was it wicked of me? To think of another man in the arms of my husband?" her eyes plead for me to tell her everything is alright, which I did. "I know nothing will bring him back! And I know I am wishing for the impossible but.... Oh God Serena! I pretended I was with HIM on my wedding night! Oh Melvin... I don't deserve him..." she sobbed once again and I could feel my own eyes tearing up. Why did she made me remember?
With my body feeling numb I said his name after 10 years. "Vegeta..."

Chapter 2