Disclaimer: Naruto does not belong to me. It belongs to some company in Japan
Title: Sinking But No One Helping
Summery: Sasuke is all alone, and is spiraling down a tunnel of depression, loneliness and self hate. It's up to Naruto to take him out of it. Yaoi, NaruSasu.
Warning: Yaoi. Don't like don't read
Speaking " Dun Dun Dun"
Thinking 'Ding Ding Ding'
Sasuke's P.O.V
Hate
Lost
Loneliness
Empty
Coldness
Darkness
These are the emotions I feel.
I hate them. I hate them all. Who are 'they' you might ask? It's simple. It's Them. They all left me. Kakashi, Itachi, Sakura, even Naruto.
I used to like Itachi. Remember the way we would always play together when we were little. But he ruined it. He ruined it when he killed our parents, and killed the whole clan. I hate him.
Kakashi, Sakura and Naruto. They all made promises of always being there, of being my friends. But they all left me. All alone.
Even Naruto left me. What happened to him and his big words? His words of friendship. Lies, they were all lies.
Everyone thinks that the 'great' Sasuke Uchiha has no feelings. That nothing can hurt him.
They're wrong. They're all wrong.
I can break. Even I have my limits.
I didn't ever think they could be so cruel. Least of all Naruto.
I loved him. Hell, I still do. I never told him though. I was too afraid of refusal. I didn't want his rejection.
I'm glad I didn't tell him. He'd probably mock me for the rest of my life if I had told him.
If he can just brush me aside, leave me alone like I am now so easily, god knows what he could have done if I had told him.
No, that's a lie. Naruto isn't like that. I'm just trying to make him seem horrible so the pain is less.
Naruto is wonderful. He's sweet, kind, funny, cheerful, clever, and brave; he's amazing.
I miss him. I want him here. I want to hold him, kiss him.
I need him. I need Naruto.
But I can't have him. Because he's not here.
I can't live without him. Naruto is me. Without Naruto, there is no Sasuke.
So why should I continue living here? Why should I continue wasting the air of Mother Nature? I should go, rid the world of myself.
I doubt anyone would notice me gone.
With that mindset, I get up and get my mini sword, one which has a jewel encrusted handle. Might as well kill myself with a nice looking sword.
With that I cut my left wrist where the veins are and prepare to do the same to my right wrist when I hear the door open and I voice cry out.
"Sasuke!"
TBC?
Erm okay, first Naruto fic, so how'd I do?
If the characters seem OOC, then I'm sorry, but I've never watched Naruto before, and I've only read about 3 Naruto fanfics. But I hope this wasn't too bad.
Well, I hope you enjoyed reading this, even if I think this chapter wasn't very good. Should I continue?
Review pwease? I'd be ever so grateful if you did.
Thankies!
P.S is Sasuke pronounced Sa-Suke, or Sa-Su-Ke?
