Hey this is M-fuzz. I will be working on a heartfelt endeavor so don't worry about it :) I am just being lazy this week, so this is a Rima and Yaya friendship one-shot. :)
A lone girl sat on a hillside under a cherry tree. She was watching the stars in the night star with a sad expression. Why her? She asked herself this over and over. Why was I kidnapped? Why did my parents have to fight so much, I cry myself to sleep silently because I have not felt true love or compassion, leaving me a hollow frozen husk of the happy little six year old I once was. She had run away from the house when she heard them throwing objects, not wanting to hear any more pain for fear of collapsing in on herself because of the ever growing hollowness. Not only had she suffered at home but at school due to the frozen mask she wore other girls hated her and boys adored her but that wasn't love, that was the mere puppy dog affection that meant nothing… Her friends were kind but what would they say about her home life? She also grew to love the boy she said she hated so much, but didn't know how to show him her feelings… Having lost her love to a world of pain, she pushes him away to keep herself from failing and ruining their love-hate friendship… Her friend Amu couldn't help to take these problems off her shoulders because her friend while her problems were less harsh and scarring had things of her own to take care of… Her many loves…Her outside character and choosing the path that lead on to her own future. Rima Mashiro was a girl of many traits… The ice queen, lady Rima and even the great goddess of comedy. But even the queen needs help and that's all she wanted… Someone to care for her and help her learn to love…
"Why me?" She whispered waiting for the stars above to give her an answer …
"Why don't you just tell me why?" Rima's head snapped around to see Yaya standing there eyes wet with tears for her friend.
"What do you mean?" Rima asked Yaya walked over and sat down next to Rima.
"I was walking home from Kukai's house and I heard yelling and crashing coming from your house, I heard it the yelling from yesterday and even before that and I was waiting for you to just tell us what's wrong… I saw you run from your house and I followed you… I Know I may be a baby but even the baby knows when someone is sad! Why don't you let us in? Why suffer because I have a burden but it's something far smaller than what you carry around every day! " Cried Yaya looking at Rima pleading for her to tell the truth, to finally let it out. Rima was shocked by Yaya's actions and words and decided… To let someone in for once.
"Fine I'll tell you… It's because my parents fight all the time because when I was six, I was kidnapped and they blame each other. I fell in love with Nagihiko but he thinks I hate him, I don't understand how to show love because I haven't felt it in a long time. I keep pushing people away because they don't care, I don't want to let them in because they won't understand me. I wish they would stop fighting so I can feel the love our family used to have… To learn and understand it so maybe I can love on my own instead of feeling hollow and devoid of the emotion I crave… Love because some people say it isn't the most important thing but they don't understand what it's like to live without it… To wear a frozen mask and to remain forever cold. I wanted to let someone in who might understand me… But I thought they might treat me different and I don't want that" Rima finished in a soft tone. She turned to look at Yaya who to Rima's surprised smiled and hugged her.
"Rima I know you don't feel it but love is all around you. We all care and I wish you didn't have to live like this but you're a strong person. I think that someday you'll learn to love whether it is from your parents or the rest of us because I may not know if Nagihiko likes you but I know he cares and the rest of us won't treat you any different if you let us in. We only want to help because that's what friends are for." Yaya said softly "I may be immature and I may be a baby, but I know what it means to care and to love and it's not easy to hold it in so don't!" she finished loudly pulling out of the hug grinning widely, a grin that for once Rima returned with that small rare smile of her's.
" Thank you Yaya. Maybe I will learn and maybe it will be you guys but if that's what it takes to fall in love and never rise out… Then I'll take it." Rima said smiling at the younger girl. Then Yaya pointed towards the sky and smiled. Rima raised an eyebrow and looked seeing a small star whizzing across the sky. They both closed their eyes and wished… What did they wish for you ask? I can't tell you because then it might not come true…
-Sorry if they were a little Occ and for the shortness of this one-shot if you want I'll turn it into a story! Please Review criticism is welcome! I need to know how I am doing of course ;) M-fuzz out!