A/N: This is a story that just popped up in my head so I just decided to write it. Happy New Years! I didn't expect for me to post it on New Years but I did. I hope you like it! The first two chapters are really short but the last one is longer.
The stuff writen in italic is the character's thoughts. In this chapter, it is Riza's thoughts.
Declaimer: I do not own FMA. If I did, there would be a sequel to the movie, the manga would be not coming to an end and that Roy would confess to Riza already in the manga.
The water rushed down on her. It washed her body clean but it didn't help wash away the pain she was feeling right now. She felt foolish and she couldn't take it anymore, she had to make a decision.
What am I supposed to do? I have followed him for many years, gave up my life for him. I can't take it anymore. He doesn't even notice me. Am I invisible to him or all he notice about me is a soldier, a soldier that was just made to protect him. What do I do? I now have realized that he wasn't worth protecting and now what do now? To keep sacrificing my life to him or leave him? I'm confused. This water is not washing the pain and the foolishness. I'm such a fool. I fell in love with him for so many years, I was there for him for so many years and he doesn't appreciate me or figure out that I did all this because I love him. Waiting for him is going to take eternity; I don't have that much time to wait. My life is short as soldier; I don't know when I would die. My life is nothing in his eyes. He will just replace me if I die. I'm not like Hughes, I don't really have a close relationship with him like Hughes did. He will never cry for me.
She got out of the shower and wiped herself dry.
What should I do? I can't take it anymore.
Soon she got dressed in her military uniform. She sighed. The day is going to a horrible one since she has to watch after Colonel Mustang.
How did I fall I love with him? Can my heart move on?
Black Hayate ran up to his master to wish her a good bye. She bent down to pat her dog. "It is going to be a long day today for me, Black Hayate," she said.
To that stubborn man, I'll always be Riza Hawkeye.
Riza looked at the photo on the small table beside her bed and frowned. It was a picture of her and Roy in front of Headquarters. She looked so happy with him back then and now she wasn't.
I've made up my mind. I'm going to leave him. Good bye Roy Mustang.
A/N: I hope you liked it. Please review.