Hello fellow oncers, this is my first once upon a time fan fic and is about the one and only Peter Pan and Captain Hook. Please tell me what you think I hope you like it and the famous peter pan will make his debut in the next chapter I hope you enjoy:)

All children grow up. We are born we live we die that's just how it is, but not all grow up there is one boy who doesn't and his name is Peter Pan.

The Enchanted Forest

All my life I have been scared of death, it had been a force that had taken so many that I loved, my mother my grandparents, and now my father. I am alone, lost, with nowhere to turn. Is this to be my life?.

My mother died giving birth to me, my grandparents where all dead before I was born and my father, I feel like he died the day my mother did. And now he is gone to everyone has left me.

But I don't think it is death that scares me, more the sense of growing up.

I am only eighteen and I have had to grow up more then a girl my age should, I have had to look after myself since the time I could walk and talk, my father was always down the pub drinking away his sorrows, and those would only worsen as I grew, looking more and more like my mother everyday.

I could see when he looked at me that it pained him do so, I had the same blue eyes as her and the same raven coloured hair as hers, though mine was always in a mass of messy ringlets that feel down past my waist and hers was straight according to the Portrait my father kept of her.

He caught me starting at it so much that he gave it to me. It was one of the few things my father did for me that I was great full of.

I love my father I do, but it is one of those hopeless loves that consume your very being, taking over your life when all you do is try to fix them or help them, giving them all your love but no matter how hard you try it's never enough.

But I suppose that all that doesn't matter now because my father is dead, my mother is dead. And I am sitting in a tavern waiting on drunk pirates and knights as they try to feel me up like I'm a common tramp, but like I said I'm a girl who has had to grow up way to quickly.

"Girl over here" a drunken knight mumbled to me as I passed him, slimeball.

"How can I help you" I said with a forced smile. "Well I can think of plenty of ways you could help me girl" he said invading my personal space so much I could smell his breath which was traced with the potent smell of alcohol.

The pig. I then gave him another one of my famous fake smiles "well how about I help you out of this tavern before I get someone to throw you out" I replied to the pig.

"I have a better idea. I will help you out of those cloths and show you the proper way to treat a knight" the pig exclaimed. Standing up to pull me close to him and his foul oder.

Then before I knew it a sword was pointed towards the so called knights face then slowly drop to his neck and begin to pearce him drawing blood.

"And how about I teach you how to treat a woman with respect" says my saviour.

I turn to find a tall woman with black hair like mine and light green eyes. She was dressed in black tights and a red and black jewelled clock adorned with a huge red necklace. A pirate.

"How dare you address a knight in such a manner" ohhh big words from a pig.

"And how dare you treat a woman in such a manner" the pirate retorted back.

"She's a common bar wench" and you will be in a common grave if you call me that again I thought to myself.

Just then my saviour stabbed the pig in the neck. He grasped his neck as he fell to the ground staring at the pirate in shock before he closed his eyes and let out an exasperated breath before he died.

"And I'm a common pirate. And you should learn to treat a lady with respect" the pirate said to his lifeless body.

See what I mean death seems to follow me.

"Are you ok" the pirate said as I stood there in shock looking at the body by my feet.

"Yeah I'm fine. Thank you" is said as I faced her.

"What is a girl like you doing working in a place like this" the pirate said as she grabbed my arm and started to lead me outside.

"Well I really have no choice, both my parents are dead and I have no family left" god if almost getting molested wasn't enough now I'm telling my sob story to a pirate, but she is a pirate that just saved my life.

"So your alone, why do you stay here then"

"I don't know really. There is nothing left for me here I am an orphan who is lost and alone, who else would want me" why am I being such a downer.

"Well you don't have to be alone anymore, after tonight you will never be alone again. Because you my child are coming with me to the jolly Rodger. We set sail tomorrow you can leave this land and have a new family and a place you can call home"

"Wow really, you barely know me and your going to let me join your crew" this all seems a little unreel what could cause this kind of kindness from a pirate.

"Because I made the mistake of leaving a child behind before, and I'm not going to let that happen with you" the pirate said with pain in her voice as if the child she was talking about was not just someone from the streets but her own child.

"Ok then, what have I got to loose" I said as I started to follow the pirate "but before I go I have one more question"

"And what would that be" she said smiling as we walked. "What's the name of my saviour".

"Oh how rude of me, I'm Milah"I smiled at her thankful that I didn't have to keep calling her the pirate "well thank you Milah, for giving me a new start and saving me from the pig in shining armour. And since we are getting acquainted I believe I should tell you my name"

"I believe you should" Milah said with a smile "my name is Morgana James but you can call me Morgan" I said as the jolly Rodger began to come into view.

"Ok then Morgan" she said with a smile.

We climbed upon the jolly Rodger and Milah took me straight to the captains cabin, where inside was a desk strewn with maps and compasses and a red hat that looked rather out of place from the rest of the cabin, which housed a bed large enough for two in the corner, and a few bottles of what appeared to be rum placed on the desk.

"Ok Morgan you stay here in my cabin for a few minutes then I will be back to get you settled in ok" Milah said as she grabbed the red Bennie that was on the desk and placed it on her belt.

"Your the captain" I said in astonishment.

She the began to laugh "well in a way I kind of am, but no I am not the captain but I am his second in command"

"So when will you be back" I said as I made my way over to the bed. "Later and then I will sort out a cabin of your own for you, but for now you may rest in here and I will see you in the morning" then she ran up the stairs and off the jolly Rodger.

Now I'm by myself again, I think I'll just test out this bed I fall down on the bed relishing in the fact that I can finally get a good nights sleep on an actual bed. Not to long passes before I feel my eyes grow heavy and darkness starts to ascend.

Third person

"Do we have a deal can we go our Separate ways" Milah asks rumble who only retorts back "do you mean do I forgive you can I move on. Perhaps, perhaps I can see you are truly in love"

"Thank you" Milah calls back to her ex husband.

But the dark one wasn't finished there was still one question he needed answered.

"Just one question"

"What do you want to know" Milah asked.

"How could you leave Bae" just as the dark one said these words ropes begin to fly upwards "do you know how it felt walking home that night-"

"rumple" interrupted Milah. But the dark one continued.

"Knowing I had to tell our son-"

"Please" interrupted Milah again. But again the dark one continued "his mother was dead"

"I was wrong to lie to you I know, I was the coward-"

"YOU LEFT HIM, YOU ABANDONED HIM" the dark one yelled in anger.

"And there's not a day that goes by that I don't fell sorry for that" pleaded Milah. But the dark one wasn't having any of it.

"SORRY ISNT ENOUGH. You let him go" cried rumple.

"I let my misery cloud my judgment" replied Milah. "Why where you so miserable"

The dark one asked.

"Because I never loved you" Milah said with all the venom she could muster.

The dark one then stared at her dead in the eye, and without a second thought he plugged his hand through her chest.

"Milah" cried out killian.

But he was soon tied up with rope to the mast of the jolly Rodger with the flick of the dark ones hand. Then the dark one pulled out Milah's heart.

"No" cried killian.

Then Milah stared at her heart in the hands of the coward she could never love. And before she fell to the ground killian broke free of his restraints with the aid of a hook. He then ran over to Milah holding her as she fell.

The dark one standing over them smiling at the pain he was inflicting on the woman who never loved him and the pirate she left him for.

And with her last breath Milah caressed killian's face and whispered "I love you" just before the dark one crushed her heart into ash. Leaving killian holding the dead body of his true love.

"You may be more powerful now demon. But your no less a coward" killian said rising to face the murderer of his Milah.

"I'll have what I came for now" said rumple showing no remorse for what he had just done. Looking at killian's clutched hand that held his only hope of reuniting with his beloved Baelfire.

"You'll have to kill me first" cried killian.

"Ah,ah, I'm afraid that's not in the cards for you sunny boy" the dark one said right before slicing off killian's hand that contains the bean.

Killian screamed in pain. As the dark one placed his fallen hand inside his cloak.

"I want you alive. Because I want you to suffer like I did" he said before letting out a laugh of insanity.

Killian then grabbed a hook from the ground and ran towards the crocodile and pierced him in the heart. The crocodile then let out another laugh of insanity.

"Killing me is going to take a lot more than that dearie" rumple stated.

"Even demons can be killed. I will find a way" killian threatened the dark one.

"Well good luck living long enough" rumplestilsken said before disapearing in a cloud of red smoke leavening only a hook behind.

Killian picked up the hook and took another look at his beloved Milah before ordering his men to get him something to cover up his now missing hand and find a body bag to place his beloved Milah in, before they gave her a proper pirates burial and before the crocodile found out that he cut of the wrong hand.

Meanwhile Morgana lay sleeping below unaware of the events that had transpired just above her head.

The jolly Rodger had just left port, and by now captain jones had his hand tended to. looking over the calm waters that would be the grave of his precious Milah. and all because of the the bean that now lay in the palm of his only hand.

The crew then dropped killian's one true love over the side of the Jolly Rodger. There captain watching as his love floated away.

"Hey, hey" came from a small rotund man, who had been the owner of the bean that had caused all this trouble.

"Allow him to speak" killian commanded his crew. "I want my bean" said the small man.

"Let me tell you how it works on my ship. I make the demands you follow them. The beans now mine" killian informed that weakling that had been so foolish as to make a deal with the dark one.

"You have to give me something for it" the small man said "oh I am. Your life, the chance to join my crew" replied killian.

"So in exchange for eternal life, I get to scrub blood of your decks. How is that right" the small man said annoyed.

"What if I told you that we are to set sail to an island, where none of us would have to ever grow old. Where I can discover how to get my revenge on rumplestilsken" said killian.

"I'd say I could live with that" the man replied

"Good. What's your name sailor" asked killian.

"William, William Smee" William answered.

"May I have my hat back" he asked glancing over at a pirate that was wearing his red beanie. The pirate then threw his hat back to him at the command of the captain, and William placed it back on his head.

"Mr Smee, welcome aboard" said killian as he threw the bean over the Jolly Rodger and into the ocean.

A giant whirlpool then opened up in the area where the bean landed.

"Harden up and get ready to set sail mates. There's bumpy seas ahead" the captain cried out to his crew as he made his way up to the wheel.

"What's the name of the place were headed captain" asked Smee.

Killian then grabbed a hook of the wheel of the ship, and placed it where his now missing hand used to be.

"Neverland" cried that captain. As he began to steer the ship into the whirlpool.

Morgana POV

Whoah what the hell was that. I was woken by the feeling of getting my head knocked against the wall of the ship.

I was getting knocked around all over the place. And I couldn't see what was in front of me because the lantern that was on had been blown out due to all the crashing and banging that was going on.

I decided it would be safer to just stay where I was until it had calmed down. And thank god I did or else I would have thrown up all over Milah's cabin.

Speaking of where was Milah? Maybe I should just stay here until she comes back, Because I don't want to go above deck when she hasn't introduced me to any of her crew.

Then I heard footsteps coming down the stairs and into the cabin. But they don't belong to Milah. They belong to a man with a long black coat and a hook for a hand, wait am I seeing things straight or does this guy really have a hook for a hand.

I must have hit my head harder then I thought, maybe I should just hide in the shadows of the bed until he leaves.

Hook then slid his good hand down a picture of what looked to be Milah. I decided to call him hook because I didn't know what his name was. Why is he doing that is he in love with Milah and if he is why dosnt he just tell her that instead of stroking a picture of her like a creep.

"You know it's bad form to sneak onto a pirates ship. And even worse from to hide out in the captains cabin" hook said.

So what do you think, please tell me what you would like to see happen or just even if you want me to continue, thanks lovely's :)