Two times- okay so not uploaded in a very long time, I need opinions on this story, this is the beginning I would like to know if people would like me to continue this or is it not great? Opinions appreciated.
Imagine facing an impossible dilemma. Could you choose between two of your children? No? Well what if I told you, depending on where, or better yet, when you are, one of them only exists in your memories?
Confusing? Well this is the dilemma I now face.
It started where most of life's most important decisions are made, in the bath.
There I lay, relaxing amongst the bubbles, contemplating my life and the choices I had made, through the halls of my home I could hear my child, playing with his step father happily. My mind wandering to what could have been, had I made different decisions.
I stood to get out, as I lift my leg over, my other slips and gives way, sending me tumbling towards the sink, hitting my head and falling into a deep unconscious.
"Bella?!" I hear, a voice familiar but so distant in my memories, I slowly open my eyes to an unfamiliar but somehow familiar place and then I see him, "Jake" Six years, I hadn't seen this man for six whole years. "Are you okay?! What happened?" He asked sounding genuinely concerned, I instantly remember I am currently naked and lying on a bathroom floor and scramble to cover myself up.
He does not notice my modesty but picks me up from the floor and carries me to a bedroom, around the room there are pictures, pictures of Jake, me and a small child, the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. All at once, almost like a projector all of these memories flood back, our love, our wedding, our child and our life together. How could this be?
I could remember my son Lucas, how my life played out when I had left Jake years ago. Meeting Bradley, having Lucas, that not working out, meeting Edward, finally living a happy life. But now, there was this other life, a life that I can remember, but surely impossible.