So... it all started when I was nine. I was a lonely child and only had a dad because my mum died when I was 7. I never used to go out and make friends or do stuff a normal kid does.

I would just sit in my bedroom either watching YouTube drawing or crying about my mum or about my life.

I was a messed up kid. But as I got to the age of 12 I decided to reach out and stop hiding in my room all day and asked my dad if I could go to a school .

Everything changed. My dad got me into school. I started making friends and went to after school clubs and it felt great to finally think that I was a normal kid again .

Since then I got close to my dad we did everything together. And that's when my life got harder...

(I know I said it wasn't sad but I'm starting to think it is now)