So, first things first – english isn't my mother-tongue, so there might be mistakes – sorry for that.

This is my first fanfiction of Rory and Logan, and I also know that stories like that have been done a thousand times, but I can't help it … I love Rogan, so I have to add my imaginations of their meet-again :)

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LOGANS POV

Boarding went without any complications – even though I wished it wouldn't be so uncomplicated. There simply had to be more obstacles, signals telling me that I shouldn't go back to the States, that I should have stayed in London and never think of going home again. Returning to the States after four years of living and working in London seemed like the most logical step for me. For my career. I was about to take over the headquarter of the HPG in New York, my father finally gave me more freedom when it comes to business. He trusted me to not screw it up – he said that I had grown up over the past years and I thought he thinks it's his success. I let him think that he was right most of the time – it was better to keep him happy and self-satisfied.

But I knew the truth. Pain and disappointments made me grow up. Rory made me grow up. The day she said no changed me in many ways. I moved to California, but I couldn't stay there – it reminded me of the life Rory and I could have had. I soon went to London and I stayed there ever since.

Going back home meant facing my family and friends – I could think of a million more comfortable things to do. I never lost contact to my friends, Finn and Colin visited me from time to time. That was how I found out that they still kept in touch with Rory, they kind of tried to talk me into contacting Rory – but I always blocked conversations like that. I missed Rory with all my heart but I could not bear hearing of her, of her life, of her being good.

My life wasn't bad – it just wasn't complete and I knew exactly what was missing. I should have gone back to Rory instantly, telling her that I could wait, that there was no need to rush things – but I was too proud. I was simply too proud and stubborn, so my pride destroyed the best thing I ever had. I screwed things up big times.

However – Rory has always been the commitment type of girl, she would hardly have any difficulties of finding a boyfriend again. That was why I never called her, why I never searched for her. I was sure wherever she was; she was living a happy life. And the imagination of her being with another man just made my heart hurt so much that I barely allowed myself to think about that.

So, while I was convinced that she was happy, I was feeling like an empty shell for four long long years.

"Would you like another coffee, Sir?" asked the stewardess with an incorruptible smile. "Yes, please." I answered, giving her a small and quick smile. After she handed me my coffee, she smiled at me once again in a more than obvious way and left. I shook my head – I hadn't enjoyed the company of another woman since ages. It was ridiculous, a few years ago, I could never imagine, that someday I wouldn't be interested in women anymore. I was only interested in one woman. I sighed, and started working again on my laptop, trying not to think about her anymore.

Finn picked me up at the JFK airport and when he hugged me, I realized how much I missed him. "Hey, man, finally back in good, old America! How did the Queen took the news of you leaving? She must be shocked, no more amusement in her life!" Finn grinned.

"Well, it's good to be back even though I will miss the kindness of the Brits." I laughed. Finn acted shocked. "What? I am kind! Honestly, your life is much better when I'm around! Life will be as great as it was before you left!" I felt my smile leaving my face. No. It would never be as great. Not with her missing. Just as the words came out of Finns mouth he immediately regretted it, he looked as if he wanted to bit off his tongue.

"Shit, Logan, shit, I am so sorry, man. I wasn't thinking. I …" Finn rambled.

"Oh, come on, Finn. Stop it. It's okay." I assured him, even though it was everything but okay.

"You know, it could be. It could be as great. You only have to call her, one simple call." Finn said carefully.

I felt my heart ache. "No." I said simply. Finn opened his mouth to start protesting, but I cut his speech. "No, Finn. I – I don't even have her number.", which was like the most lamest excuse ever.

Finn grinned. "That shouldn't be a problem." I looked at him, confused. "What do you mean?"

"I have her number." Finn said simply, shrugging his shoulder. He had her number? What? Are they friends? I just could not take it.

"Logan? Hey, everything okay?"

"Why do you have her number?"

"Well, remember a few years ago, not long after you settling down in London? I tried so hard to convince you to call her. But you said you never wanted me to talk about her again and that's what I did. Most of the times. I admit, I was annoying sometimes when I was trying to put some sense into your head, but it wasn't working. … But hey, while you started your life in London I had to continue mine here. She was a part of it … we never lost contact, neither Colin did." Finn looked at me, waiting for my reaction. I didn't know what to say. Finn was friends with Rory. I could not decide whether to be mad, jealous or curious. Maybe a mix of all emotions strangling my mind would do it. Before I could answer my phone rang.

"Logan Huntzberger, hello?", I said.

"Logan. You had a safe flight?", the caller asked. The caller didn't even needed to introduce himself, I knew who he was instantly.

"Yes, dad." I answered, trying not to be annoyed. It was exactly what I expected, but a naïve part of my mind continued to hope that my expectations would turn out to be wrong. The control of Mitchum Huntzberger was starting again as soon as my feet touched American ground.

"Well, that's good, son. I just wanted to tell you about a wedding you have to attend tomorrow and don't you dare to-" Mitchum started his speech. I gritted my teeth, I could not believe it.

"Dad! You can't be serious! I could came back home, I have some catching up to do and I am also really tired. You can't expect me to –"

"Logan! I do can expect you to go to that wedding! It's an important society event and you are a Huntzberger! It's your duty to represent your family!"

"Okay, okay, dad." I said defeated. I had no power to fight with him about that right now. "Just send me a driver tomorrow and I'll be there."

"Great. The driver will pick you up at 2 p.m. It was good talking to you." And with that he hung up. I stared at my iPhone.

"Yeah, always a pleasure." I mumbled.

"What was that about?" Finn asked while leading me to his car.

"Oh, just dad being dad." I answered and decided to forget about that conversation until tomorrow. In need of distraction I said: "So, why don't you tell me about everything I missed in the scandalous Hartford society?"

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