To all the ppl who have tried to control me. To my family. I will not be the thing you want me to. I walk not the path of light. I walk in darkness. From Eriks POV. Listen to our cry to the many mortals who do not understand us.
Placed in Eriks young life. Story - His mother abused him. this is his and mine story.
whatever you say wont change me.
whatever you do wont phase me.
I'm always a mistake
Dont know how much more i can take.
you want me to be just like you.
but no matter how i try
i wont be your clone
why cant you just let me alone?
you cannot save me
cannot help me
cannot love me
i wont be what you want.
you will not change me
you will not hold me
you will not kill this inner soul
I am your night mare
i am you dream.
I am your laughter
i am your scream.
All this time i tried to please you
but it always ended the same.
Its like you hate me
like your playing some game.
you say you love me
you say you care.
Then try to love me!
Try to show it!
try to show your there.
always lying,
inside I'm dying.
you laugh and say get real.
but you will not help me.
this dark child inside me you cannot kill.
you cannot save me
cannot help me
cannot love me
i wont be what you want.
you will not change me
you will not hold me
you will not kill this inner soul
I am your night mare
i am you dream.
I am your laughter
i am your scream.
i am your daughter
i am your son
i am living like your the only one.
I tried to show you, tried to tell
no wonder i dream of distant spells...
you cannot save me
cannot help me
cannot love me
i wont be what you want.
you will not change me
you will not hold me
you will not kill this inner soul
I am your night mare
i am you dream.
I am your laughter
i am your scream.
listen to your child's scream...try to cease it...try to hold on why you can..
fade away..........