Yoda NOTE: My head hurts and I feel like I need to write so I will. Thank you.

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Chapter 1: I don't remember

I know that my name is Emily Fields and I can remember my past, but I can't remember Paige. I was in a car accident and my memory has slipped. I know I have friends that are the best a girl could ever ask for, but to be honest they are hazy as well. I am alone when it comes to my present and it scares me. I want to remember the flashbacks I have when I am dreaming but they slip out of my reach each and everytime I wake up in a cold sweat.

I turn and plant the bottom of my feet on to the soft brown carpet and dig my toes in. It will be another day of the sad looks and all of the sorries. I am so tired of everyone feeling sorry for me and I just want to get back to my normal self, even though I don't even know who she is. I sigh and lift myself up out of my queen size bed making my way towards my bedroom door pulling my shirt up over my head. My upper torso feels the cool air and I can only smile as the fresh air invades my nipples making them feel.

"At least you girls haven't forgotton anything." I giggle out into the empty room.

I am still feeling quite amused when I open my bedroom door and jump back when a body comes through the threshhold.

"OH MY GOD!" I scream out trying to find something to cover myself. I fly to where I dropped my shirt on the floor and cover myself. The body starts to make its way up off the floor apologizing in a state of panic.

"I am so sorry Emily, I fell asleep. Please forgive me." The taller brunette stands tall wiping her sleepy eyes when they finally meet mine and a spark ignites within my stomach. I gaze at the gourgeous woman in front of me and feel a pull to her doe brown eyes when they meet mine.

"Hi umm..who are you?" I ask curiously trying to make sure I am covered, and failing at it.

" I am sorry Emily, my name is Paige and I am sorry if I startled you," The woman in front of me fidgets dipping her head. "I was just making sure you were sleeping well and dozed off myself."

"In front of my door?" I ask smirking at the beautiful woman standing in front me.

"Yeah, I am sorry about that again. Why don't you get uh...get showered and dressed and meet us downstairs."

"Us?" I stand there wondering, but I feel at ease with this woman and tease her more. "Paige huh?"

The girl/woman steps from one foot to the other and puts her right arm up on the door frame and I feel a memory coming on. Flashes and bright lights are over taking over my brain and I lose myself into the depths of my mind.

I make my way towards the door of the plane feeling sick wanting get the fuck off and out of the metal tube to kiss the solid ground, but of course I can't. I am about to meet Paige. The girl I met online and have been waiting months to have wrap her arms around me. I want to feel the bliss of her lips on mine as we kiss for the first time. I shake off the panic and walk down the corridor and I start to shake as the new anxeity starts to set in. We barely know each other, but we fell in love quickly, and I am questionioning my choice to meet.

I practically fall into the openess of the airport when I am caught and lifted to my feet by that beautiful woman. "Paige." I whisper out.

"Hi beautiful. I have missed the shit out of you," She says looking at me and I can only throw myself into her arms."

The woman is taken aback when I grab onto her face with my two darker hands and plant my lips to her sweet mouth, and it is heaven.

I am thrown out of my thoughts and memory when I am caught and held by those familiar toned arms.

"Hey beautiful, are you ok?" The pale girl asks holding me tight, and I am suddenly confused and need to breathe.

"Please let me go...please...now!" Pushing the girl off me when the world spins, and I hear another voice.

"It's ok Em's...calm down." Spencer says coming up the stairs and I ease stumbling about to the bathroom. I slam the door shut behind me and make it to the toilet letting it all go. I hear the door open and feel Spencer behind me lifting my hair out of my face.

"WHY SPENCER?!" I scream out knowing that I have lost my memory.

"It will take time Em's, and I am sorry. You will get through it...I promise you.

Yoda Note: So what do you think? Continue?