A/N-I don't know about you guys but to mean it looks like Luke's gonna end up not guilty and it looked like it was Zoe the one who was taking the pills, I just saw the promo for it, I also heard Maya say 'Do you have any clue what Zoe is going through' it looked like she was talking to Miles, so I decided to come up with this one shot,but if you like it I might write more.

Anyway I'm re posting this cause the first time I posted it I wasn't feeling good and it was like 3 am, so I hope this one is better.

Summary-Zoe stood in the bathroom of degrassi with a hand full of pain killers in her hand, Tears falling from her eyes,Her life was spiraling out of control, She needed to end pain, This was the only way, but can someone finish the job before someone stops her before she does?

Zoe stood in the Degrassi bathroom with a handful of pain killers in her hand, tears falling from her eyes, Ever since Luke was found not guilty her life was spiraling out of control, She needed to end the pain, Zoe took a deep breath before holding the pills up to her mouth and the water bottle in her shook.

One, Two...

She saw the door open, shit shit shit Zoe thought someone was going to see her try to commit suicide.

What scared her even more there stood Maya Matlin.

"Z-Z-Zoe?" Maya stood in shock, this was almost like last year all over again, Only Maya was going to stop it before it happened ,no matter what she thought of Zoe.

"MAYA GO AWAY" Zoe shouted.

"NO, I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE SOMEONE I CARE ABOUT TO SUICIDE AGAIN" Maya yelled back.

"YOU DON'T GET IT, THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN" Zoe was now shaking so bad she almost dropped the pills in her hand.

"This isn't the answer Zoe, trust me I know, you need help, I'll help you" Maya now said in a soft gently tone.

"I DON'T WANT HELP, I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP" Zoe continued to yell because at this point she couldn't calm down.

", I know it doesn't seem like it but things do get better, trust me it does, I've been there, not in the same way but last year I wanted to die, I also did things I'm not proud of" Maya said Flashbacks flouting through her mind

"What-What are you talking about? What happened last year, that made you want to do that? And you seem fine now" Zoe asked confused.

Maya sighed she was about to tell Zoe about Cam, She didn't even tell Miles about Cam, just because the topic was to tough for her to talk about.

"But that's because my older sister made me get help by going to therapy and talking to the people close to me, like Tristan and my friend Tori who moved away, but still things did get better it took a long time but they did" Maya sighed before telling the rest of the story

"Anyways last year I met this boy Campbell Saunders he was on the ice hounds , We quickly started dating a week after spring break...He-He um killed his self, I knew he was home sick and was getting bullied by his team mates, Luke being one of them, but I didn't think he'd do that." Mia held her breath she couldn't cry not in front of She had to be strong in front of Zoe

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"Why are you telling me this" Zoe asked , sure she had heard of Campbell Saunders, a couple times but didn't exactly believe the story, but now felt bad for her the girl who was once her rival.

"Because this isn't the answer Zoe, think about all the people who care about you, who you're gonna hurt if you do this" Maya now had tears in her eyes,

"I was so hurt when Cam killed himself, at first I pretend I was fine then I started to act out, dressing like slut, partying and drinking , making out with some random boy, one day my sister walked in us making out and made him leave. We fought for a while then she told I couldn't replace Cam then I finally had a break down, I hate him for killing himself but at the same time I'll always love him and miss him no matter how much I don't want too"

"But who I am gonna hurt by doing this, huh? My mom only wants me around cause I make her money for acting and modeling she really wouldn't 'care' about me if I wasn't actress , Tristan is off having a gross secret romance with that teacher to even notice" Zoe's voice cracked now sitting on the floor against the wall.

"That's not true, you're Zoe Rivas, there's lots of people who'd care" Maya bent down and sat next to Zoe.

"Name one person, aside from my fans" Zoe asked looking at the tiny blonde not caring about the making up she was wearing running down her face.

"I would" Maya's voice was quiet and Zoe Barley heard her .

"Yeah but you'll the only one" Zoe mumbled

"You said name one person, I did, you can get through this I know you can, you just need help you can see a therapist , and I'll help you too, just don't do this Zoe please" Maya finally let tears fall from her eyes, She couldn't help or save Cam, But she could help Zoe, she wasn't going to lose another person she cared about to suicide.

After a few moments Zoe Finally nodded "Okay...Okay, I won't do this, I'll get help, but will you come with me to therapy, it might even help you, I could see it in your eyes you're still broken over what happened with Cam and I can tell you never told Miles about him"

"you're right, so we'll get help together and get through this together" Maya said

Zoe took Maya's hand handing her the pain killers "Can you first please help me by getting rid of theses for me"

Maya nodded taking the pills walking into one of the bathroom stalls and dropping all of them in the toilet before flushing them, and walked back over to Zoe and wrapped her arms around her much like Katie did to her.

"Thank You and I'm so sorry not just for all that I did to you but for what you had to go through , I promise I'll get help, and thank you for saving me. Zoe whispered.

"You don't need to thank me Zo, Just you getting help is all that I need" Maya smiled weakly.

A/N-Okay so this is the third time I've fixed this, but I like this one better, and please forgive me if I write Mia instead of Maya, I'm writing a one tree hill story with the character named Mia in it.

Again I'm not sure if this will be a Zoe/Maya romance or just friendship if it's a romance then it's gonna happen slowly but not so slow but still slowly.

Chapter is also up. So check it out.