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Chapter One- Come Find Me Part 1
Utau's Pov-
Diary Entry # 1 (In this story, Utau and Kukai are the same age, which is around just 10)
I was walking back from school. Never once in my life have I felt so, what's the word? Well, let's say, sad for now. If I could change my life I would. But, I don't have that power. Nobody will change me. Nobody can. The one person who can, I will devote my life to them. Please, I pray, someone out there, help me. Set me free.
-Walking Home From School-
I was walking home from school, when I saw some guy with redish hair playing with a soccer ball. His smile was full of happiness. I used to be like that, until I found out that the world isn't always easy to live on.
My job is to asist my older brother, who is the heir of this family. It probably sounds easier than it is. My other job, is also learning how to fight, but I not that good at it. Well, I'm home now, I have to brace myself.
I walked into my own house cautiously and carefully, looking for my mom or the nanny that was there to baby-sit me today. I looked in the kitchen and there she was, in all her horror, my mother. I walked into the kitchen and stood there, waiting for my mom to stop talking on the phone. She glared at me.
When she had finished, she said in a cruel voice, "So, how did you do on your exam today?" Then she finished it off by standing close to me, getting ready to correct any mistakes I made.
"I did my best mother." I replied to her.
She took the test out of my hand and scowled at me.
"One hundred percent? Do you know what will happen if you get a better mark than your brother? We will be kicked out of this houshold! Correction!" she yelled, and smacked me good right there on my face.
It stung really bad. I couldn't help to cry. The tears fell. I couldn't speak.
"WELL?" she smacked me again.
"I-I'M SORRY!" I yelled out from the pain.
"Don't raise your voice at me!" she grabbed my hair.
"OW! Mother, I'm sorry! Please don't do this!" I replied while I held back the tears. The pain helped me gather the strength to reply and grab my mother's wrist to get her to loosen her grip on my ponytail, somehow.
She smirked. "No dinner, and no food tomorrow." she threw me to the ground and crumpled up my test. "Go to your room."
"Y-yes mother." Now that that's over, I went to my room. The house maid, Amu, is my closest friend. She's only 12 years old, so young, yet she does a good job. Her family passed away, so she survives by working for my rich dad. and She's always backing me up, but she can't opose my mom. No one can.
"Hey, Amu." I replied wiping my eyes. I wouldn't want her to see me like this. She needs to feel strong, just like I need to.
"Utau! What happened? Did your mom hit you again?" she looked concerned as she felt my cheek.
"Nah, I'm fine. I'm pretty used to it by now." I said, faking a smile. "Hey thanks for making the bed by the w-"
"Utau, now we can do this the easy way or the hard way. Now tell me what happened." Amu always knew when I was faking a smile or holding in tears. I can never fake around her!
Tears started in my eyes. "Guh..." Then I told Amu all about it.
After I finished telling her, she seemed pretty mad, but sh knew she couldn't do anything about it.
She growled. "Again? That bitc-"
"Amu!" I cut her off. "No swears!"
"Oh, sorry... haha."
We stared at each other for a while, then burst into laughter. Yes, this was the happiest time of the day. Every day. Hopefully not forever.
Amu was telling me about her day when my mother called.
"Sorry, Utau. I guess I have to go now, sweet dreams, okay?"
"'Kay, thanks Amu." I smiled fr real this time, then she left.
I didn't feel like doing my homework yet, so I decided to write in my diary.
Diary Entry # 2
I was walking home today, when I saw a really funny looking guy. He had redish coloured hair and green emerald eyes. He was playing with a soccer ball, and looked like he had all the time in the world, like any normal kid. He was pretty handsome... I hope I see him again.
"Wah, wait, wait, oh damn." I said to myself outloud, realising what I had just wrote. "Ugh, I can't erase it, 'cause It's in pen." I chuckled a little. Well, I might as well leave it there for now.
I leaned back in my chair and looked around. I always reflect about the day around this time. "Let's see..." And I thought about this morning.
"Did you study for your test today, Utau?" my brother, Ikuto asked.
"Yes, onii-chan! T-thank you for asking..." I got a little quieter as my mother entered the room.
"I see, that's good. Good luck." he said, while putting some jam on his toast. "Would you like Yoru to be with you to tell you all the answers?" he said quietly with a smirk.
"O-onii-chan! No! I don't cheat! Besides, is Yoru even that smart?"
Yoru came out with a sparkle from behind Ikuto's right shoulder.
"Hey, I came from your onii-chan-nya! This is like your saying he's dumb-nya!" he said acting like he was hurt.
"No, I'm not calling onii-chan dumb. I'm calling you dumb, watch."
I took out some sardines from the cobinet behind my mother's back and held one up. "You want it don't you?"
"Sardines-nya!" he yelled as he tried to snatch it from me, but he's to slow.
I was playing with Yoru when Ikuto finished his toast.
"I see my little sister has some of my traits, huh?" Ikuto said with a smirk. Yeah, me and Ikuto are blood related. Our dad just had to marry this hag.
I smirked back. "If I had some of your traits then... nevermind."
It was an awkward silence, until my mom broke it by yelling at me.
"Utau! GET TO SCHOOL NOW, BEFORE I SPANK YOU!"
"Yes, mother." And I put my bag on.
"Well then, I'll see you later, Utau."
"Bye, Ikuto-kun!~" my mom tried to suck up to him.
He just gave her a death glare. Oh-no.
As he left, my mom grabbed my hair, as if trying to pull it all out.
Then she whispered to me in a cruel voice, "You better hope he doesn't ruin this..." then she threw me to the ground. Tears threatening to fall, fell harshly, as I wiped my eyes.
I slowly walked to school, watching my brother go in the limo. We were rich, but my mom made everything worse for me. I wasn't supposed to be seen by him, so I walked even slower.
I arrived at school where the guy with redish-brownish hair was playing again. I decided to watch him, because hey, if I couldn't have freedom, might as well watch someone else who does...I think.
I kept watching him, and when he was about to kick it, he noticed me.
"Damn!" I whispered as I was about to run.
"Hey! Wait!" he yelled.
I turned back. "Y-yes? Can I help you with something?" I asked awkwardly.
"You wanna play?" he asked.
"U-uh, but I don't know you." I said, walking onto the field to where he was. "Are you sure?"
"Of course!" he said, flashing a big grin.
My face brightened a little. This guy was really funny, the way he moved, the way he smiled... he felt... special.
I walked onto the field up to the ball, and the other kid was waiting at the soccer net. I was about t- wait, I just realised. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SOCCER!
"Um, are you going to shoot?"
"W-well, I don't exactly kn-know how t-to play soccer..." I stammered quite embarassed.
"..."
"..."
He suddenly burst into laughter.
"D-don't laugh!" I felt my cheeks heat up.
"Haha, s-sorry, haha...here, I'll teach you."
"Teach me? How ca-" Before I could even finish my sentence, he was behind me, using his leg, to guide mine on how to shoot, pass, and everything! Yeah, it was really embarassing, but what is... this feeling...
"Hey, not like that! Like this!"
"Heh? Oh, right! Sorry." I then did what he guided me to.
I stared at him after we practiced. "U-um..."
"Oh, yeah? What?" he asked smiling.
"Well... what's your name?"
"Hn, my name's Kukai Souma! What's yours?"
"Utau Tsukiyomi."
"Well, Tsukiyomi, let's practice again sometime, promise?" he said and stuck his pinky out. "I had a lot of fun today!"
I blushed, then look away. "Your such a kid."
"Eh? Really?"
I laughed.
"W-what's so funny?" he put his hand back down.
"Nothing," I said as I took his hand, and pinky promised him to play again.
"Bye Kukai," I stood up and took one step. "I had fun, too," then ran away while I felt my face light up.
"That was fun, today," I leaned back in my chair. "If only I could be as strong as he was."
"Then just be strong Utau-chan!" a little squeaky and whiny voice said.
"Eh?" what was that? I looked around my room in confusion.
"To a girl who is weak to a girl who is strong, character change!"
LOLZ: This is the last new story for now, please tell me in the reviews which of my other stories you would like me to update, because I am ready to update whichever you guys would like. ^.^
Utau: Hm, this story is weird. I'm not THAT weak...
LOLZ: Well, you're only 10 in the story, so...
Utau: Hmph.
Kukai: Aw, no kutau?
LOLZ: Come on, be patient Kukai!
Utau: I'd be fine if there wasn't at all...
Kukai: Aww, come on. Don't be so stingy, Utau-koi... -smirk-
Utau: -blush- WHO ARE YOU, IKUTO?
LOLZ: please R&R for more, and continuation fo other stories. ^.~