A/N this is a one shot I thought of when I was making important choices of my own, and thought how many people are sometimes in this situation hope you enjoy and tell me what you think!


Dear Charlie,

I don't know how to start this letter but it needs to be said, because I am too cowardly to say it to your face. First off I am sorry to have to do this, but it is my choice. I need my own freedom and to be able to do things myself without you hovering over my back, not that you do that all the time. I need to be able to do things on my own and make my own choices.

People say all the time one of the hardest things to do is to let your child go their own way. Maybe I will find out one day how hard that is, then I will be able to say...I know how you felt... but at the minute, I think it's stupid.

For now I remember all the good things we have been through, the summers I spent down here and how much I hated them but you always made me smile, how you always took us to the little cafe in town to get cobbler and chips every night. Those were the days I liked!

I hated it when I was the one that was stuck between you and mum, I hated that time when you grounded me and stopped me going to see Edward but was allowed to see Jacob. I was always curious to know why? Why did you like Jacob better? Was it because you are best friends with his farther Billy? I guess I will find out the answer sooner or later.

Since I came here last year my life has changed so much, I have met so many people I would never want to lose contact with. Take Jessica for instance she was one of the first girls I ever talked to and then there is Angela, she is so nice and caring. Then there is the boys not that I really want to talk about them, but there is mike who undoubtedly fancy's me the amount of times he has asked me out and to prom. I said no that many times and told him Jessica is better for him.

You know who I like and you know how I feel about him but I am going to tell you again. Edward is the most caring young man I could wish for; he has shown how much he loves me by going down on one knee and proposing to me. I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him, he makes my stomach flutter every time I see him, at first I could not understand what was happening but now I know.

All I am asking is for you to let go, so I can be who I want to be. I can't be that when I am stuck here. I need to get out and see the world and that's want I am going to do, with Edward by my side.

I will keep in touch Charlie, you know I will.

Set me free and let me become who I want to be.

Lots of love your daughter Bella xx


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