Chapter 1
P.o.v Riker
over the past couple of years I have been struggling with depression no one seems to notice and if I'm being honest I didn't even know until recently. I mean yes I do in fact have a great life.i'm living my dream playing concerts practically every night and I get to do it with my best friends who are also my family. I also have a girlfriend who don't get me wrong she is probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me but my life has been really tough, especially lately... Well I guess it would help if I explained why. I never really felt like myself because I feel like I was born in the wrong body. I didn't know it until a couple months after My girlfriend Savannah and I started dating but I feel like I'm a woman trapped in a man's body. I can't stand it I just wish I could be myself but I cant... The only thing in my way is telling everyone... I am absolutely terrified!
P.o.v Savannah
Riker has been kind of down, especially lately. I don't really want to say anything because I don't want to make him uncomfortable and I also know that he will tell me once he is comfortable to. I just really hope that he doesn't keep it to himself for too long. I don't like seeing him sad like this. I think I'll go over to see him today, I'll surprise him and I'll bring him out for lunch. I checked the time and it's 11:30. Perfect I can leave right away, and I will be there just in time to be able to leave right away. With that I grabbed my keys and my purse and headed off.
P.o.v Riker
Currently I'm just lying on my bed staring at the ceiling with nothing to do when all of a sudden I am interrupted by Rydel
"Riker , Vanni is here to see you" Rydel said after slightly knocking on the door. "Okay, tell her I'll be right down." I said now in a better mood since my girlfriend is here. I quickly looked in my mirror to see if I looked okay, and then I ran downstairs. "Hey babe" I said as I walked up to my girlfriend, and then I kissed her cheek. "Hey Riker" Savannah replied well giving me a hug "what's with the surprise visit?" I asked sounding slightly confused yet happy at the same time. "I just thought that maybe I wanted to see my boyfriend and take him out for lunch." Savannah said happily while grasping my hand in hers. "Sounds like fun." I replied and with that we headed out the door.
P.o.v Rydel
I'm a little bit worried about Riker. He hasn't been himself lately. I want to know what's going on, but I don't want to rush him into telling anyone because it's not right to make someone do something when they aren't ready. I just wish that there was someway to help him without scaring him or anything.