Chap 1

BPOV

Does it matter anymore?

"Hey, can you watch where you're going please?"

"Fuck you bitch"

If he didn't look 12 I would sock him. When did kids get so vulgar? This is what I hate about this job. Greedy fucking kids attack me every fucking day. Fuck.
My life sucks. It sucked when I turned 3 & my father started beating the shit out of me. Landing me into the hospital. It sucked when me & my mother landed up homeless. It sucked when my father came back after his long absence... only to beat me & rape me. It sucked when my parents died & I had nobody except my brother Willie. It sucked when I walked the city & was reminded of what I didn't have.
Don't get me wrong.... im not complaining... it would be very emo for me to complain.... there's nothing I can do but move on.

But moving on did not include working in a fucking

Right.

I looked down at my watch. 3:15. 1 hour till I got off my shift.

""

Shit. Tanya. My fucking boss.

I was just a manager.

"Yes Tanya what's going on?"

"Listen I need you to watch the Ferris wheel for me"

"Why?"

"There's this really hot guy here. Who happens to be rich."

I didn't like Tanya much... I mean she's gorgeous...it's not like I was jealous....ok maybe just a little... I mean Tanya was a fucking supermodel. She had beautiful light brown hair & icy blue eyes. I stood nothing to that. I had dull brown hair & crappy brown eyes... my body was nice at least... I had killer tits... not as nice as Tanya's though.

"So you going to do it?"

"Yea sure"

I mean I might as fucking well.

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I love the Ferris wheel. I love the themed carts with characters on them, Monopoly, Care Bears, and Sesame Street. It was nice. It cost 4 bucks to ride, but I still loved it.

"Hello?"

I looked below me to see a little girl. So cute.

She had blue eyes & really red hair, she was in a cute pink jacket with what I presumed was a dress, black stockings & cute tiny sliver flats. She was dressed like Tom Cruise's daughter.

What's her name....?

"Yes...Hi I'm Bella what can I do for you?"

The little one contemplated what I just said.

"I'm Victoria; do you know where the Barbie's are?"

"Yeah there right there" I said pointing to the right corner behind me.

"Hey" I called Victoria as she turned toward the Barbie's

"Where are your parents?"

"I'm not here with my parents. I'm here with my uncle Eddie"

"Where is Eddie then?"

Eddie...ew....he sounded old....I'm guessing he probably is.

"There he goes"

Victoria pointed behind me.

I turned behind me to where she was pointing.

There was a gorgeous dude with piercing green eyes & bronze hair...& that jaw...I would have sex dreams about that jaw.
I vaguely saw Tanya walking behind him.....so that was the hot guy.... he didn't look ew to me.....what a name though.

His face glowed when he saw Victoria.

Then he smiled a crooked smile that would probably look ugly on anyone else, but made me want to........ Ugh........

"There you are"

"Hey Eddie, this is my friend Bella"

Then the god looked at me & smiled

"Hi Bella thanks for keeping an eye on her...I thought I lost her"

I could barely speak.

"Ahh-umm-yeah no problem it's my pleasure-she's adorable"

"Yeahh" he trailed of staring at me.

"Eddie I want to see the Barbie's"

"Sure kiddo" he said with a smile, & turned around towards them.

He looked happy with the kid but I could help but sense he was having trouble with something....something was bothering him...why do I care so much? Seeing him just reminded me of something else.

Something else I can't have.

Someone who cares.