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song possibilities - Lykke Li

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There's a possibility, There's a possibility, All that I had was all I'm going get

How could you Sherlock? Did you not think about me and how I would react when you... you... I can't even think it. Gosh I'm so pathetic. I miss you so much.

There's a possibility, There's a possibility, All I going get is going be yours then, All I going get is going be yours still.

There's only so much I can take. I don't know if I can carry on. What with the pitying looks and the sideways glances. Nobody talks to me anymore. They all stay away from the depressed doctor. No one understands what its like. To have the love of your life run off and...And...Cant do it.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop, you're the only one that knows, Tell me when you hear my silence, There's a possibility I wouldn't know

I don't want to carry on anymore. It's all too much. Please just come back. I know it's impossible you're not around anymore. And I don't know. Please I love you.

Know that when you leave Know that when you leave, by blood and by me you walk like a thief, by blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.

What happened to all our plans? We were going to get married, have kids and be together forever. You're gone and I can't take it anymore. I just want to be with you, I know it's the coward's way out but I need to be with you.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop, you're the only one that knows, Tell me when you hear my silence, There's a possibility I wouldn't know.

John pulls the gun out of the box. Glancing around the flat he gives everything a last look-over. His gave lands on the violin, his breath hitches in his thought and his eyes begin to burn with unshed tears. I need to do this I can't be here without you.

So tell me when my sigh's over, You're the reason why I'm closed, Tell me when you hear me falling, There's a possibility it wouldn't show.

Maybe ill see you, maybe I won't but I know one thing for sure I still love you after everything that's happened. So I'm coming to join you Sherlock. I miss you.

By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave by blood and by me, I follow your lead

Goodbye world.