The True Beast

Trapped here in this state utter darkness
my dream begins to die
along with my hope
my twisted form
allows no love in my life

no beauty in this darkened world i live
no goodness in my heart
no one to hold
no one to comfort me
but then,
who could love a beast as me

all alone in this dark, silent place
i am forced to call this horrid prison home
i live a long silent life
in this tortured state

all run from me
for what i am is what you call a beast
only hatred is in the eyes that look upon me
my pride is all but shattered

perhaps kindness is the last thing i deserve
for all i am is a monster

you never deserved for your freedom
to be taken away
but i stole it from you
to selfish to see the pain i caused you

all turn away from my distorted shape
but all i ever asked was for someone to love the beast

and if i cannot love
then let me live
no more.