It had been 2 week since Jac was last in surgery; although she loved it she was always nervous after having a break away from it. As she pulled up into the car park and took of her helmet she was welcomed with a surprising site of Jonny and his new fling. She knew she shouldn't have been angry because she was the one to wreck it but deep down she was hurt. She felt betrayed. She knew she had no right to feel this so instead of going and ripping the girls head of she just walked past straight into the hospital, looking up to the sky and blinking away the tears which had appeared. She never liked to admit it but Jonny meant more than sex to her, she started to fall for him. She never felt like this before, except from Joseph but that was a long time ago and he left her. She could have gone with him but she would have only of broken his heart.
As she walked into the building Jonny saw her out of the corner of his eye looking towards him so he pulled Sarah in for a kiss trying to make Jac feel jealous but he knew he wouldn't. He knew she didn't like him. He though it was just casual, no string attached for her. However he was far from right. Jac walked in and grabbed a strong black coffee. She couldn't afford to make mistakes today; she knew she had to be on her best ball game. She didn't have difficult electives today but she was a bit rusty from being out of the game. She headed up to Darwin passing many colleges who wouldn't look Jac in the eye in case they got the brunt of her ice queen exterior. As Jac entered Darwin she went straight into her office as the ward was not very busy and Oliver could cope for now. Jac dumped her bag on the floor and fell into her chair. She couldn't get over the fact Jonny had moved on out of her head. He was him kiss another women a few weeks after they ended. They didn't end properly but they both knew it was over. Jonny couldn't forgive Jac, not after that.
Jac sat with her head in her hands trying to fight back the tears, she was so angry but not at Jonny, at herself. Why did she have to go and do that, everything was so fine. There was a knock at the door but Jac just ignored it she didn't want anyone seeing her in this state. Suddenly the door swung open, Jac was about to shout at them and give them daggers when she saw who it was. Jonny. He was standing in her door frame, all she wanted to do is run up to him and kiss him but that would off been far from reality.
'Miss Naylor, Mrs Harley is here she's ready for theatre' Jonny said with a confident Scottish accent. Jac looked at him and he knew she was hurt but all he could think was she deserved it. Whatever was wrong with her she would be feeling the pain he was when he saw her green eyes sparkle. Jac just nodded. She couldn't speak because she knew she would just cry, Jonny left the room and Jac followed shortly. She went to the locker room to get changed; no one was in there thank god. Jac sat on the bench for a few minutes before her pager went off. It was Mrs Harley; she had just into cardiac arrest in the theatre. Jac got up and ran there; Oliver was performing CPR on the patient. Jac took over giving Oliver a break. When she had finally got a pulse she started surgery. It ended up being a complicated procedure as the heart started to fail and they had to resuscitate her twice. The surgery took 10 hours and when they got out it was dark. Jac was on call that night so when she left theatre she went straight to the on call room where she was able to sit thinking about the day.