It's the night before the Hogwarts Express leaves, and at the burrow and while everyone is sleeping Harry, Ron and Hermione are exchanging angry whispers.

"No, I'm not letting you leave me!"

"Hermione please we need to look for the horocruxes, and Ron and I think you would be more beneficial for wizarding world and us if you would just finish school and we can go search."

"So I'm more useful that way"

"You know that's not what I meant"

"Mione just listen to Harry"

"I told you not to call me that anymore Ron, it was ok when we were going out, but now I'm dating Ryan and…"

"Stop bringing him up he is a fucking muggle and he's not good enough for you"

"I'm a mudblood!" Hermione screeches as she threw herself out the door leaving a shocked Harry and Ron in her wake.

"Where do you think she's going" Harry asks while he gets the rest of his stuff together so they can leave in search of the horocroxes tonight.

"I don't care as long as we can leave without the whole house waking up, I really don't want to see mom all tearful again."

"You don't think she'll do anything rash do you?"

"Harry this is Hermione, she's prolly going to the library to physicoanilise all our actions. Come on Harry lets go."

With those last words they leave the burrow. All but one is sleeping in the burrow, Mrs. Weasley turns to her beloved clock and Ron and Harry arrows point to traveling.

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Hermione apperated first to the library only to find it closed, she then in a mad rush to go any were but back to the burrow apperated over to Ryan's house. He knows that she's a witch so normally when he hears the sound of Hermione apperating he is out of his house in a flash. But since it is 3am Hermione wasn't very surprised when she didn't see him running out of his house. She opened the door quietly so not to wake his parents. First she lit her wand then made her way up to Ryan room. She opened the door and crept up to his bed to wake him"

"Ryan?"

"Ryan?"

"Ryan?"

"mhm?" was finally the reply that she got.

"Ryan, I think I'm ready" with that Ryan shot right up from his sleep, trapped Hermione, and eagerly started kissing her. "Aren't you going to ask why" She asked when she was able to get a breath of air in.

He at once stopped kissing her, looked her strait in the eyes and said, "No, I know you love me and I love you. I also know that you wouldn't do anything without thinking it through first, I trust you and hope you trust me."

The intensity of his gaze and words scared Hermione; she began to tremble not from pleasure, excitement, or anticipation like Ryan thought, but from fear. She recognized this intensity she had seen it in him before. He is high and was trying to sleep it off; she mentally smacks herself and tries to get away from him. She hates when he's high he can never remember anything that happened and he gets jealous and possessive. He holds her tighter when she attempts to get away from him. He thinks this is a game and starts to bite her thinking she likes it rough, she cries out in pain not in pleasure. He can't tell the difference and begins to rid them of their clothes. She gets up and starts to run when he starts on his pants, but he is annoyed now and has her against a wall.

"Why did you run away?"

"You were hurting me"

"No I wasn't I know what is best for you, and I love you and you love me." She starts to cry; everyone thinks they know what is best for her, they are all wrong she doesn't even know what is best for her. Her crying is ignored and Ryan begins to turn into a primeval male trying to claim dominance on what he thinks is his. Hermione takes comfort that he won't remember anything of this tomorrow morning and he is high and doesn't know what he is doing and how he has hurt her. That hope however is dashed when he thrusts into her making her shriek in pain. This just makes him pick up the pace. Her screams are echoing of the walls and flying out the window she feels so alone and unloved Harry and Ron left her, and now the man she thought she loved is causing her immense pain. With that thought she faints from exhaustion, overwhelming pain, and unwavering heartbreak.