Edward and I we're fighting in the kitchen of my house. We we're having the same argument every since I first got to know him. He still refused to change me into a vampire. I want to be with him forever and he won't change me.

"Bella, I'm not going to ruin your life just to be with me, Edward said from across the table.

"Edward I want to be with you forever," I shouted back at him.

"So do I, but I won't change you just to be with you," He said.

"If you do want to change then you do really love me, maybe you should leave forever, and don't bother me ever again," I shouted with all the angry I had inside about this discussion.

What did I said? I didn't mean it.

"If that what you wish Bella," Edward said, I was still frozen on what I just said. Before I could collect myself Edward was gone.

"Edward I didn't mean that," I said then I realized that he wasn't there anymore.

I ran out my house and saw that his Volvo wasn't in the drive way. I ran back inside and grab my phone. I dialed his number and press send. It went straight to voice mail. He always answers his phone. I walk slowly to my room and started to tear up. I was hurt. My Edward had left me. He left because I said so. He did what I told him to do. I cried all night, until I fell asleep.

I woke up still hurt and alone. Why did I say that to Edward? What was wrong with me?

I walk to the bathroom; I look in the mirror and saw that my eyes were red. I need a shower to take mind of things. I took my clothes off, and I stepped in the shower. The cold water made contact with my skin and send shivers down my spine. I took a few minutes under shower heads. I stepped out of the shower and wrap a towel around me. I walk back to my room and put some clothes on. I wore blue washed out jeans, tank-top, and a jacket. I went down stairs and saw that Charlie was gone. I grabbed my keys and headed to my truck.

I had to find out, did Edward really leave me. I started my truck and drove to the Cullen's house. I have to talk to Edward. Tell him whatever I said wasn't true. I was just angry. As I pull up to the Cullen's house I notice there were no cars in the drive way. I turn my truck off and ran to the house. I knocked on the door and nobody answered. I knocked one more time and again nobody answered. I put my hand on the door knob and turn it. I open the door, and the house was empty. The white piano wasn't there, the house was empty. I ran upstairs to Edward's room; I walk slowly to Edward's door and open it. His room was empty, everything in it was gone. I collapse on the ground a started to cry.

"Why did he have to leave me? I know why because of my stupid mouth said so," I shouted and then notice a flower on the ground next to where his CD collection was.

I pick up the flower and it had a note attach to it.

To my Bella,

I left as you told me to, didn't want to. But I don't want to ruin your life. Please I'm sorry if I'm hurting you, but I had to do it. I love you Bella and I'll always will.

Love Edward

I felt empty inside, like something was pull out of me. I know what it was, my heart was gone and I was dead. Edward left me because what I told him. I ran downstairs and out the front door. I ran in the woods and cried.

After a few minutes of crying I heard foot steps behind me, I turned around and nobody was there. I got up on my feet and then a pale men walk towards me.