I do not own Dragonball or Dragonball Z. They belong to their appropriate owners.
Warnings: yaoi, strong language, drugs and probably more
A/N: I wrote this while trying to continue `Death of the innocence`,
I think of it as a kind of replacement for that story. That doesn't mean
though I won't continue `DotI` later.
Boarding school
by sol-chan
Prologue I
Gokou's POV:
Vejita's my buddy, at least I think so, though I'm not that sure, `coz while I like him he seems not to stand me quite well... Anyway, we don't know each other for that long, at least not as long as me and Krillin, for example, I got to know `Jita only in high school. He was bad boy even back then, and yeah, still is, he beat the crap out of quite a few guys, and I think he smokes, if not drugs. But I like him anyway, he's an arrogant jerk, some people say, sure, he is, I know something about it, his attitude towards me is even worse than towards most, but... still, there are plenty of reasons to like him, really, like... wait a minute... so... he's... he's... cute ?... What am I saying, he's a boy ! And he isn't cute at all... maybe... sometimes... Anyway ! We're going to boarding college together, the same my older brother is already in, it's like 300 miles away from our home, so we have to live there. I hope they will make us share a room, at least I won't feel lonely. That's not bad, to get to know new people, but I would like to be as close as possible with `Jita, that's why I decided to come to that school in the first place, though that's good college and I'm not that good student at all, I think I'll just keep there thanks to sport, or something, or `Jita will help me, hopefully... My girlfriend - Chi-Chi, and my best friend - Krillin, came to the college in the little town I'm coming from, my other friend - Yamcha went to school with good baseball team, my other friend - Bulma, not to mention `Jita's girlfriend, went to the best college in the country, I think, and she considered leaving abroad to continue with her studies, she's a genius, but I like her anyway ; and, in the end, I ended up in my new school with only `Jita from my old friends, and my brother. But that's really not that bad. Grandpa's happy that I decided to go to such a good school and study harder ( ?? ), my brother says people there are quite nice and all, and I'm going to be close to `Jita, maybe even share a room... Please, please, whoever's responsible for this, let us be roommates, please ! There is just something about `Jita that pulls me close to him and despite that we're almost opposite to each other, I feel like if we were alike in a way. But, yeah, we are alike, a bit, we both train martial arts, and he even intended at some moment that we spar, and it's always fun when we spar, despite that we even shouldn't, as he's something like five pounds lighter than me, but he doesn't fear that I'll hurt him, he even says that one day he'll be able to beat me... I'll wait for that day, however he would probably need to grow another feet first. But it's useless to argue with him and say him that even if he will be better, he wouldn't beat me because of the advantage that gives me my height and weight over him. Yet again, he always considered himself the best. What's more important, these aren't just words, he really tries to be the best, trains, works, studies, and does it all with kind of determination I haven't seen in anyone else ever before. That's one of the things I like about him, I figured it out finally. Yeah, I'm smart. Beside that, he's really cute... Where is that thought coming from ? But yeah, he is cute. He's just so amazingly... little for a boy, size of an average girl or maybe not even that. He has such tiny hands, and such a slim waist... I can put one arm all around it, really. You probably wonder how I can know that... Uhm... It's rather embarrassing, you know, but... I was drunk back then ! So I couldn't help. So, after the prom the party continued at Bulma's, and only then real fun began, everybody got so drunk we could barely stand on our own, yet alone control our actions, all of us. Weird things were happening back then, really, but that's another story... and at some point, Bulma figured out it would be very funny, and made me dance with `Jita. Now it was... it confused the hell out of me when they were laughing of that the next day, but back then... I remember something of that... dance, the memory is clouded with stupor, but still... I can remember just the feel of his little body pressed against mine, and I can remember that I could put one arm all around his waist. This encounter did something weird to me. Since then I think about him a lot more and in different way than before, and sometimes, in fact just a few times before, I dreamed of him. And these dreams were really... disturbing, but strangely pleasant at the same time. It's weird. More over considering he's a boy, not a girl. If I would think like that of Chi-Chi, I wouldn't have worried that much... But with her, we're more like good friends, even if she's officially my girlfriend, and despite... the hints she's giving me all the time I can't think of sleeping with her, but with `Jita... Kami, there has to be something wrong with me... And as for that night, I ended up with broken nose, really healed only recently. Yeah, he did it, as soon as he realized what I was doing to him, or rather, what we were doing together, `coz at first he participated, that's it, until he realized that it was me he was dancing with. It didn't happen all that soon as he was as drunk as everyone else, if not more so, but when he did he gave me the worst beating I had in life, and I couldn't even get myself to fight him back, get myself to hurt him. Since then, he also seems somehow... fragile for me. I know he isn't, but he seems for me, and we can't even spare normally anymore because I fear that if I hit too hard he would fall to pieces. Like if he was a china doll, really. He is everything but china doll in fact, even his skin is very tanned... but still... He's doing weird things to me. I want to tell him this, so maybe he could stop or make these... feelings... go away, but I think that first we need to get on another level of intimacy with each other, as this isn't something I would have told mere comrade of mine... That's why I'm here, to get to know him better, and get him to like me more, and to help me to figure out what is it that he's done to me. That's my purpose for the next few years, however I hope I'll achieve my goal sooner, much, much sooner...
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I have already second part of prologue (Veji's POV) and eight more
chapters prewritten, but, unfortunately, that doesn't mean I'll update
very soon. Sorry !
Explanation is in my bio.