Alone
I was so tired.
Tired of everything.
I've tried to push everyone away.
Holding my barriers up,
Keeping them at a distance.
Because I'm poison.
No matter how hard I try,
I ruin everything
And no matter how hard they tried,
No one has battered down my walls
Until now.
It started so slow I never noticed,
But suddenly I could see clearly,
Like the sun was dawning.
On me for the first time.
And Remy was the sun.
A part of me has been dead for so long,
But when I'm with him,
Every sense is alive,
And I think perhaps,
If I could just reach out my hand…
But how could I hurt,
Someone I love?
And I get ready to say goodbye.
What could he ever see in me?
The Untouchable.
I wish he hadn't come into my life.
I wish he hadn't touched my heart.
Made me feel again.
But now I know one thing.
I don't want to be alone anymore.