Better to have Loved

Carly and Jax were the fairytale couple. They loved each other more than anything but there marriage was on thin ice. Jax had kissed Kate, but never confessed it to Carly. Carly slept with Sonny and Jax on the same night and is now pregnant. Kate and Sonny are back together. (but there not really in this story) Brenda is still living in Rome...

Jason and Sonny are the cause are Carly and Jax's problems. and its about to get alot worse

"Our marriage is falling apart"

"What do you mean?"

"Your constantly choosing THEM over me Carly"

"Jax...come on."

"It's always Jason this...Sonny that...blah blah blah! There the reason micheal is lying in a bed comatose insted of at home with us where he bleongs."

"Your right and thats' why Sonny wont have the chance to do this to Morgan."

"Jason is part of the problem to."

"What do you mean? Jason was not even there"

"Jason is Sonny's enforcer. He kills people for a living. Micheal wanted to grow up to be like Daddy and Uncle Jason. The killers. There mobsters Carly, I dont want to see Morgan go down that path."

"Whatever Jax..its so not like that"

"You need to choose who is more important. Me and Morgan or them"

"Of course Morgan is more important than them"

Jax threw his hands up in the air and walked up-stairs.

Carly chased after him.

"What the fuck is your problem now?"

"YOU"

"You got about two seconds to take that back"

"No."

"You wanna tell me what I did?"

"Morgan is more important than them. Your husband, however, does not even rank."

"whatever"

"Im so sick of all of this. You and your obsessiveness you have for them. Im done"

"Jax please dont..."

"Carly its too fucking late. "

"Jax... I love you...I really do. You mean more to me than them"

"Well when you can prove it then we'll talk"

Jax packed an overnight bag. He walked into morgan's room.

"Where are you going Daddy?" Little morgan asked.

"I have to go away for a while. Take care of your mommy for me okay"

Jax hugged and kissed morgan.

"I love you Daddy. Please dont stay gone to long. Mommy and I need you. I cant loose another daddy. "

"I love you too. And I love your mommy. You can call me anytime Morgan. Just tell your mommy. I will see you soon."

Jax walked out of Morgan's room and went down the stairs.

Carly was standing in front of the door.

"Jax your not going anywhere..you cant leave me..im pregnant"

"I know."

"What do you mean you know?"

"It's Sonny's isnt it?"

"...I...Jax..."

"Dont bother. Kate told me. You and Sonny had sex in the back of the limo. That's trashy even for you. But you know what they tried to warn. Everyone did. She'll never love you. She'll cheat on you with Sonny. And dumbass, gullable me told all of them, Carly would never do that to me. She loves me. Oh boy was I wrong."

"Jax...im..."

"Take you and your bastard child and go to hell."

"Jax!" She tried to touch his arm. She knew he didnt mean what he was saying. She wanted to tell him it was his. But he wouldnt listen.

"Carly you better let go of me."

"Im not letting you go. Not like this"

Jax got her off of him and turned back to the door.

He opened it and walked out.

"Goodbye Carly. I hope you got what you wanted"

Jax went to his car and got in. He drove to his jet, he was only going one place...ROME

Carly sat on her floor crying... She was alone and lost.

Morgan came running down the stairs.

"Mommy, I want Daddy! I had a nightmare. I want Daddy Jax to come and scare the monsters away."

"Baby, he's not here anymore."

"Call him please mommy."

"Morgan he left us."

"Mommy I want Daddy!!" Morgan said crying.

Carly took him in her arms," I know baby, I want daddy too"