Blackfrost: OK! My first one-shot like thing…I don't really know what it is.
Matt talks about his "time of dying" (Three days grace reference )
Sometimes life can change in a split second.
One moment you're fine, the next you're shot through the chest at least seven
times.
Damn, this hurts.
You know, life is not like a video game.
You get only one shot.
No extra lives, no save points; just one chance, then BANG! You're gone.
I really didn't know what I was getting into when I agreed to help Mello.
"Please, Matt. I can't do this without you. Kira can't be caught without
you."
"Don't give me that" I had snapped, "I don't want to be dragged into
this, Mello."
"Matty, please, for me?"
I glared at him and lit my cigarette.
Breathing deeply, I calmed down.
"What do you want me to do?"
Saying those words changed everything.
I'm currently lying, dying, on my car.
Wishing my Mells would save me like he always use to at Wammy's.
I would hack into some of the teachers computers to get the tests for Mello
so he could have the edge on Near.
If ever they would find out, Mello would bail me out.
I owed him a lot. That's one of the reasons I did this.
The other was I loved him.
Oh well, guess he'll never find out now.
Too many shots to the chest to live again.
I don't know what to say, so I don't.
Fucking bodyguard bastards
don't know what the're doing.
I can hear them mumbling around me.
My mouth twitches and my cigarette falls out of my mouth and hits my vest.
I can't help but think "Damn, that will never come out."
I cough/laugh once; it hurts too much to do any more.
Mello, my Mello, I failed.
Please forgive me.
I love you.
Mello...
Please R+R!