Mamihlapinatapai
(n.) a look shared by two people, each wishing the other would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin.
Tobi leans heavily against his hand, his elbow against the table to support him. He turns and faces Deidara, or tries to face the blonde with a mask obscuring his view.
Deidara is currently facing away from him, sharing a little conversation with Hidan as they all wait for Pein to arrive at the meeting room. The redhead had told everyone to arrive here at ten o'clock sharp, but yet he himself is late. Deidara finally turns around and catches Tobi's gaze from within the dark void that is his eyehole. Tobi allows himself to let his sharingan show, emitting a quick but eye-catching red glow.
Deidara shivers, seemingly understanding what Tobi means by that.
They had both left their shared bed without any interactions other than a good morning kiss, both fearing the rage of Pein if they are late for the meeting. They hurried downstairs to eat breakfast before the other members shovel them down, and they managed to grab a few bites before it was all gone.
But now Tobi hungers for another thing.
They didn't get to do anything last night either. They were both tired from the mission. Sure they might have slipped in some intimate times during their five days long mission, but they still starved for each other every night.
Pein finally enters the room, instantly silencing the hushed conversations. "I think you all know why you are here," he says, his low voice rumbling with sleepiness.
The room shifts into a wave of motion, questioning what Pein means by them knowing why they're here.
"Of course you don't," he sighs, kneeling down on his mat and placing a stack of papers on top of the table in front of him.
While Pein goes blabbering off, Tobi is busy getting lost in the seamless blue seas that are Deidara's eyes. And Deidara is busy getting lost in the darkness and passionate fires burning that are Tobi's eye. They both know what each other wants, but are unable to make the first move because of where they are.
Tobi reaches over, bold because he is sure that the table would shield his actions from the leader, and places his gloved hand on Deidara's knee, rubbing it lightly.
Deidara smiles, resting a mouthed palm on the gloved hand and intwines their fingers together. This action does not go unnoticed, but the other members are too busy trying to stay awake than to tell off the two love birds.
It takes a lot of will power to stop himself from pouncing at the blonde when he licks his lips suggestively, reaching over and ghosting a hand over Tobi's groin.
The rest of the meeting is agony for both of them, wanting nothing more but to hop in bed and satisfy each other's needs and wants. Once Pein dismisses the entire organization to continue their day, Tobi grabs Deidara by the wrist and guides him to the bedroom.
Deidara hops into the soft paddings of the bed and waits until Tobi has locked the door behind him before beginning to strip from his clothing, giving the raven haired ninja a wicked grin and a wink.
Tobi leans back when Deidara throws his shirt at him, covering his eyehole. He pulls away the shirt and discards it on the ground somewhere. It will remain there until hours later, when their activities are finished.
He feels an uncomfortable tightness between his legs when he sees Deidara laying spread on their bed, his member half hard, resting against one leg.
He quickly takes off his shirt and kicks off his shoes and pants, scrambling and settling in-between Deidara's legs. The blonde smirks at him, propping himself up with his elbows and pulls Tobi's mask away, flinging it away and pressing his lips against Tobi's at the sound of the mask hitting the floor.
Tobi kisses back with equal passion, all bottled up emotions and desire spilling out. He pushed the blonde back down, breaking the kiss. He wastes no time as he kicks off the last of his garments, positioning himself and pressing against Deidara's entrance, pushing inside dry.
Deidara hisses, fisting a handful of sheets. He feels himself stretch to the max to adjust around Tobi's length. He groans in discomfort, feeling his insides beginning to tear and bleed.
"Fuckass," Deidara pants, grabbing a handful of Tobi's midnight colored hair and tugs roughly at it. "Didn't I tell you to never enter dry? Remember the last time you did it?"
Tobi grins sheepishly, guilty but only stops when he is fully sheathed inside of the blonde. "You couldn't shit and walk properly for a week. I know."
Deidara glares daggers at the other, but lets him go this time. He lets his hand fall from Tobi's hair to his bare back, wrapping his arms around it. He instinctively hooks his legs around Tobi's waist, indirectly causing him to be forced deeper inside.
Deidara lets out short moans of pain with each breath he takes, until the throbbing stops did he allow Tobi to move. He curses when the pain starts up again when he does. He takes a mental note that he will never let Tobi enter him without preparation and proper lubricant.
Tobi thrusts slowly, hoping the pain would go away soon. He grunts lightly with each thrust, trying his best not to just simply fuck the blonde into the mattress. When Deidara tightens his legs, he takes this as a signal and speeds up his thrusts. He angles himself correctly, having remember the exact spot to make the blonde turn into a whimpering pleasure filled mess since all the time they have spent together.
Deidara begins to pant, a moan spilling out occasionally. He bites his lips and tries to stifle them, no matter how many times they do this, he is still shameful of his noises. He buries his face against Tobi as his body rocks with each thrust. He bucks his hips into Tobi, forcing him to go deeper.
Tobi syncs his thrusting with Deidara's bucks, going in deeper than he originally thought there is room for. They slide into each other in perfect unison. Deidara tightens his grip on Tobi's back, digging his nails into the flesh and dragging long nail marks into the skin as he nears his climax.
Teras run down Deidara's cheek as his pants grow more desperate, wanting to feel the pleasure of release. He cries out when Tobi rams into his prostate, hard, and tips, spilling his seed all over Tobi's and his own chest. Tobi pushes himself in as deep as he could, as deep as Deidara can allow, and releases his seed there, letting out a low groan.
They both lay on the bed, the sheets messy. Their limbs tangled with each others, their heated skins pressed closely.
"Dumbass, hmm," Deidara says weakly, burying his face in Tobi's chest, breathing in his scent.
Tobi smiles, running his hand through the blonde's silky blonde hair and closes his eyes. "It's time to sleep now, senpai," he says lazily, still stroking the blonde's hair.
Deidara hums, enjoying the feeling of Tobi touching his hair. He lets out an inaudible grunt and snuggles closer. Tobi could only think that the grunt has something to do with shutting up.